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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Gearard goh, 15
05 august 1993
geylang methodist secondary school
he loves his dogs
and cats
but most importantly, BLOODY TIS IS NO EMO'S BLOG LA DUMB PPL hahaha..nah !...
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage boy
Gearard goh, 15
05 august 1993
geylang methodist secondary school
he loves his dogs
and cats
but most importantly, BLOODY TIS IS NO EMO'S BLOG LA DUMB PPL hahaha..nah !...
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Tis is my cousin lo...X)
Tis is me X)
The front 1 is En, then Left is Yh, The half-cutted is Ky
Lao pa, Yh, Pearly
Even seen me laugh ?
Me lor...btr rite ?...now hair so suck...zzz
Laopa lookin at spider-man...lol
Yuki drinkin Coke...

I used to sleep like tis in my mac de crew room...i MISS THOSE DAYS HAIZ...secretly taken by ck de lor...


Si nian shi yi zhong bing XD
Stupid nonsense video
Bubbly Enjoy XD
Tis song is u my dear...For u make me feel from toe to my nose....XD

Well i noe its nice but jus don see the face...COZ IM UGLY...seriously....
So today go E-Hub with ky, harry lao pa, yh n ky de gan-jie
Tats wat i wore ^ nor...nice shirt design...bought together with yh de long 1...
Don worri ur eyes wont hurt much coz i not so zilian...
I will onli take pic when we go out as to rmb tat day...even when we separated....good idea
Somemore the "Stranger" movie SUCKED....so called horror movie when there's no other horror xcept the SUPER loud sound effect...stupid movie la lucky we pay student price if not i go beat the director le so dumb de show also wan film...See the killers come in take phone go out, come in then go out...At last catch both of the ZU JIAO then jab knife...lame la...Somemore whole film the director very cheap sia...onli destroy 1 hse n a car...LOL...NOOB FILM...
After tat actually wan go Bowlin de, NO MONEY...then wan go play basket ball at KY de hse there then Ball no air then we play 2 rounds of majong at KY de hse...zzz both rounds i LOSE...lame la...
LOL...Signin off Thanks for viewin anyways...

tis was drawn by me...pls i noe its not so good so don criticize...TY
Yh did the shading...i did the sword design n overall, so nice...
Melvan also very nice but different style of drawing la...he draw dono wat anime de ka
Thanks for lookin......Bye Bye Bu


Y is every1 rubbing salt on my wounds...nvm the others but u too...well atleast good for u tat u hav some1 hu will wait for u...cherish him...im jus washing my hands off tis matter...Wat m i compared to him. He's handsome, caring, romantic, all tat u asked for...he tells u tat he's waiting mayb tats enough...u would probably not notice or noe anyting rong bout me...U would nv hav knew tat im waiting a long time...now he jus comes in with a VIP pass, comes, stab me n take my place...Stabbing me, i don mind, but y did u tell me...tell others y me...i don wan to hear...stab me n i die jus don tell me....u made my mask break...now i cant even laugh...not to say fake 1...cant u jus let me drop instead of hanging me in the middle...dieing slowly...like poison, wat rong hav i done...I didnt even harmed u...so y me...cant u jus leave me here alone waiting peacefully...even if he did say all tat...tell some1else y me...
After all tis trouble, i finally found the cause of heartaches...Im too DAMN IT not fit for her...unfit for any1else...Now lets hope she found a btr guy, I cant love u...don ask y...don tell me its my choice...I DON HAV A CHOICE...Even if i had 1 im not fit to hav 1...If u r still angry at me then i hope u would curse me dead or someting...I dono wat else i can do for u...Im Sorry...Pls don hav any feelings for me...I broke ur heart n i wont again...Pls don say it...Y is there obstacles, Parents, time, frens, place...If none of them appeared I will definitely love u...its alrdy imprinted on me the day we bought the ring...So it might hav been tat we werent fated together. But y of all times NOW...Jus when im about to let go...Im stuck to u, Compared to u im not even sure if i existed, even if i didnt i wouldnt mind...Its kept up for so long n now im releasing it...I don even tink u will noe tis...But i hope u will feel wat im feeling now...Im sorry...If fate allows for us to b together again I SWEAR ON MY LIFE I WILL CHERISH U...so jus go now...let time take place n i will b here watchin, Well time could heal wounds n mayb more than jus recovering, Hate me if u must but atleast don ignore me...Its been so long...yet so short...If u ever read tis...U of all people should know tat Its u...bleh tats wat u said...
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/A song a day keeps emoing away... --
Thursday, July 31, 2008 ( 7:44 AM )
HAHA...lol Im tat idiot hu cant stop loving the princess... :)
N I CANT LEAVE HER ALONE...>.<
Poor baby still got so mani activity, go run, ndp...
Haiz...JY baby HANG ON...T.T...i feel so idiot saying tis...
Poor baby bcoz of my debts Her prepaid hav to wait...haiz wat kind of guy m i ?...
SRY BABY...T.T...T.T...T.T...She's like an angel to me...
She the biggest secret i will keep...Shh...LOL... :)
私奔到月球-五月天
竟是你是你心狠
又手辣的小偷
我的心我的呼吸
和名字都偷走
你才是绑架我的凶手
机车后座的我
吹着风逃离了平庸
这星球天天有
五十亿人在错过
多幸运有你一起
看星星在争宠
这一刻不再问为什么
不再去猜测人和人
心和心有什么不同
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
当你说太聪明
往往还是会寂寞
我笑着倾听孤单
终结后的寂寞
看月亮象夜空的瞳孔
静静凝视你我
和我们扰攘的星球
靠近你怎么突然
两个人都词穷
让心跳象是野火
燎原般的汹涌
这一刻让命运也沉默
让脚尖划过天和天
地和地缘分的宇宙
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
我会爱你...偷走了我的心我的呼吸和名字...X.X :) :) :)
N I CANT LEAVE HER ALONE...>.<
Poor baby still got so mani activity, go run, ndp...
Haiz...JY baby HANG ON...T.T...i feel so idiot saying tis...
Poor baby bcoz of my debts Her prepaid hav to wait...haiz wat kind of guy m i ?...
SRY BABY...T.T...T.T...T.T...She's like an angel to me...
She the biggest secret i will keep...Shh...LOL... :)
私奔到月球-五月天
竟是你是你心狠
又手辣的小偷
我的心我的呼吸
和名字都偷走
你才是绑架我的凶手
机车后座的我
吹着风逃离了平庸
这星球天天有
五十亿人在错过
多幸运有你一起
看星星在争宠
这一刻不再问为什么
不再去猜测人和人
心和心有什么不同
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
当你说太聪明
往往还是会寂寞
我笑着倾听孤单
终结后的寂寞
看月亮象夜空的瞳孔
静静凝视你我
和我们扰攘的星球
靠近你怎么突然
两个人都词穷
让心跳象是野火
燎原般的汹涌
这一刻让命运也沉默
让脚尖划过天和天
地和地缘分的宇宙
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
我会爱你...偷走了我的心我的呼吸和名字...X.X :) :) :)
{/I love u so much... --
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ( 8:49 AM )
HAHA...lol u r truely complex baby :)...
Therefore u make loving u much deeper...U r like a endless Hole...
To the depths of ur heart :)
ahhhhh..lol... :)
I don care wat they say, Im in love with u...They try to pull me away but they dono the truth...
~I LOVE U... :)~
Bleeding Love By Leona Lewis
- music -
closed off from love
i didn't need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you're frozen
but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melts into the ground
found something true
and everyone's looking round
thinking i'm going crazy
but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open
trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt
yet i know that the goal
is to keep me from falling
but nothing's greater
than the rush that comes
with your embrace
and in this world of loneliness
i see your face
yet everyone around me
thinks that i'm going crazy,
maybe, maybe
but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open
and it's draining all of me
oh they find it hard to believe
i'll be wearing these scars
for everyone to see
i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding-
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
It's too true...I might bleed to death without u... :)
I LOVE U BABY...sleep tight, sweet dreams...
N baby, i will nv leave u alone :)
Therefore u make loving u much deeper...U r like a endless Hole...
To the depths of ur heart :)
ahhhhh..lol... :)
I don care wat they say, Im in love with u...They try to pull me away but they dono the truth...
~I LOVE U... :)~
Bleeding Love By Leona Lewis
- music -
closed off from love
i didn't need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you're frozen
but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melts into the ground
found something true
and everyone's looking round
thinking i'm going crazy
but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open
trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt
yet i know that the goal
is to keep me from falling
but nothing's greater
than the rush that comes
with your embrace
and in this world of loneliness
i see your face
yet everyone around me
thinks that i'm going crazy,
maybe, maybe
but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open
and it's draining all of me
oh they find it hard to believe
i'll be wearing these scars
for everyone to see
i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding-
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
It's too true...I might bleed to death without u... :)
I LOVE U BABY...sleep tight, sweet dreams...
N baby, i will nv leave u alone :)
{/Baby i love u... --
( 6:27 AM )
HAIZ...today baby sounds so quiet n depress haiz so worried....
She's tired...i can sense it so i jus leave her alone...If she needs me im here...haiz...
I WAN TO B BY HER SIDE NOW ENCOURAGING HER...T.T...
I realli cant do anyting...Wat is it tat will make her smile n laugh again ?...From her heart...
I would rather die than see her sad...serious...See her sad i also no mood le...
AHHHHHHH...i rather im the 1 worrying n sad than her...
She too tired le...i wan to share her burden n not become it...
Haiz...then they all also like take me for granted de le...
Need me then noe gerard...Don need, don even listen to wat i said...
Dono wat to do sia...
do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like to be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
welcome to my life
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i'm happy
but i'm not gonna be ok!
everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like
what it's like!
no you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
She's tired...i can sense it so i jus leave her alone...If she needs me im here...haiz...
I WAN TO B BY HER SIDE NOW ENCOURAGING HER...T.T...
I realli cant do anyting...Wat is it tat will make her smile n laugh again ?...From her heart...
I would rather die than see her sad...serious...See her sad i also no mood le...
AHHHHHHH...i rather im the 1 worrying n sad than her...
She too tired le...i wan to share her burden n not become it...
Haiz...then they all also like take me for granted de le...
Need me then noe gerard...Don need, don even listen to wat i said...
Dono wat to do sia...
do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like to be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
welcome to my life
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i'm happy
but i'm not gonna be ok!
everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like
what it's like!
no you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
{/I jus love u, blame it on me... --
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ( 5:46 AM )
They say 1picture speaks a 1000 words... :)
Lol Copy de :)...
I realli DO !!!... REALLI... :)
Haha...lol so mani pics in 1 go...lol...hah...dono baby today happy ma ?...hope so...
So sian at chapel sms her...^x^...lol...I LOVE U :) :) Don pressure urself too much >.<
Jus cool down relax sometime...Haix i realli very useless sia...cant b with her when she's sad
When she's lonely, not even atleast lend her my arm when she cries...all i can do i comfort her from phone AHHH...i don noe wat to do sia...I wan to care for her but i cant even b there for her...I dono her worries, when she's tired i cant get her to sleep...i cant get her to eat her proper meals >.<...i cant even get her to study...haiz i feel like such a burden....I DON WAN TO B A BURDEN TO HER !!!!!!!!!!....NO !!!!!!!!...haiz im such an idiot...but i love u... :)
So sorry baby, blame it on me for loving u... :)
Akons-Sorry, Blame it on me:
As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away
(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you (3x)
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
(Instrumentals)
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
Ok done with hers so now u guys...Yoshi...haiz
Jus look, don like don see la... :)
Tis is a crap i drew in class...CRAP...
Tis is ck's hse...LOL...nth do go take photo :) :) :)


Haha...lol so mani pics in 1 go...lol...hah...dono baby today happy ma ?...hope so...
So sian at chapel sms her...^x^...lol...I LOVE U :) :) Don pressure urself too much >.<
Jus cool down relax sometime...Haix i realli very useless sia...cant b with her when she's sad
When she's lonely, not even atleast lend her my arm when she cries...all i can do i comfort her from phone AHHH...i don noe wat to do sia...I wan to care for her but i cant even b there for her...I dono her worries, when she's tired i cant get her to sleep...i cant get her to eat her proper meals >.<...i cant even get her to study...haiz i feel like such a burden....I DON WAN TO B A BURDEN TO HER !!!!!!!!!!....NO !!!!!!!!...haiz im such an idiot...but i love u... :)
So sorry baby, blame it on me for loving u... :)
Akons-Sorry, Blame it on me:
As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away
(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you (3x)
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
(Instrumentals)
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
Ok done with hers so now u guys...Yoshi...haiz
Jus look, don like don see la... :)


{/Bleh :P --
Monday, July 28, 2008 ( 6:50 AM )
T.T today morning phone still with YH
So cant sms good morning to Baby...haiz...
Then at sch phone still no BATT...
T.T now ltr awhile goin say my good nites to her :) :)
I LOVE HER... :)....haha wrote afew words for her :)....
Alittle someting from me to her...BLEH :P...lol
I LOVE U BABY :) :) :)
Haha in class nth do write for fun :)
Then at sch phone still no BATT...
T.T now ltr awhile goin say my good nites to her :) :)
I LOVE HER... :)....haha wrote afew words for her :)....

I LOVE U BABY :) :) :)
Haha in class nth do write for fun :)
{/don worri bout it.... --
Sunday, July 27, 2008 ( 8:49 AM )
Baby...don worri bout it.... :) ....
Take ur time...like i said...Tis will also b a test of my love for u...
N i wont fail it... :)
No matter wat... I LOVE U...coz i cant lie to u again....
U r too precious to me...Far too precious Baby... :)
They say Distance-love wont last long but its not goin to work on me again
DON EVER LET GO AGAIN N LET URSELF FALL....
COZ i will nv...its all in ur choice...Its important
So take ur time... :) i jus wan u to noe 爱可不可以简简单单
没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
Is the way i wished i would b... I LOVE U...
Take ur time...like i said...Tis will also b a test of my love for u...
N i wont fail it... :)
No matter wat... I LOVE U...coz i cant lie to u again....
U r too precious to me...Far too precious Baby... :)
They say Distance-love wont last long but its not goin to work on me again
DON EVER LET GO AGAIN N LET URSELF FALL....
COZ i will nv...its all in ur choice...Its important
So take ur time... :) i jus wan u to noe 爱可不可以简简单单
没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
Is the way i wished i would b... I LOVE U...
{/不能说的秘密 --
( 7:20 AM )
Haiz...Watched 不能说的秘密 3 times le today....So touching...Almost teary eyes...
I noe it sounds gay n all tat but realli nice show
Bloody hell care...But baby tml exam le still tokin with me
Haiz i scared she fail leh !...but she say nvm leh....Aiyoyo
She always nv fail to make me dono wat to do de leh...HAIZ...dono happy or sad...
Also nv fail to make me worry de...
AHHH...But wat m i goin to do without worrying u n loving u ?...i dono...
After i saw tat movie...So touchin it made me realise the strength of love n test of time...
IT made me realize tat im already lucky to love some1 not to say even hav the person love u
If i could, i would do the same for u...even if it cost my life...
I noe it sounds gay n all tat but realli nice show
Bloody hell care...But baby tml exam le still tokin with me
Haiz i scared she fail leh !...but she say nvm leh....Aiyoyo
She always nv fail to make me dono wat to do de leh...HAIZ...dono happy or sad...
Also nv fail to make me worry de...
AHHH...But wat m i goin to do without worrying u n loving u ?...i dono...
After i saw tat movie...So touchin it made me realise the strength of love n test of time...
IT made me realize tat im already lucky to love some1 not to say even hav the person love u
If i could, i would do the same for u...even if it cost my life...
{/QUOTES... --
Saturday, July 26, 2008 ( 9:00 PM )
I will...
Do Everyting For U...
I will do Anyting for U...
Giv u Watever U wan...
B Everywhere For U...
Anytime with U...
Everywhere with U...
In my spacious hollow heart...
It will all b urs n urs onli...
The rightful owner of my heart...
The 1 to Open to the side of me no1 seen...
She's been there for so long...
Its time i be there for her...
She don't have to hang on anymore...
She can fall n i will Catch her
As long as U lets me catch u, I will not let go again...
Do Everyting For U...
I will do Anyting for U...
Giv u Watever U wan...
B Everywhere For U...
Anytime with U...
Everywhere with U...
In my spacious hollow heart...
It will all b urs n urs onli...
The rightful owner of my heart...
The 1 to Open to the side of me no1 seen...
She's been there for so long...
Its time i be there for her...
She don't have to hang on anymore...
She can fall n i will Catch her
As long as U lets me catch u, I will not let go again...
{/牵着你的手不放开 --
( 7:36 PM )
Haiz....baby de activities so mani....scared she tire herself out
Haiz....tok to her now like cold le....nth to say...but im still sure i love her...
Haiz...cant get her her prepaid....then yesterday nv giv her nite sms too
Like so damn 3 fen zhong re du....So uncaring...AHHH
Stupid me la....haiz...see her tok bout other guys i also not say angry la
But not very happy lo...but also no use la....she's still free to choose ma...
AHHHHH....i wan her happy....i wan see her smile....i wan see her being loved....
GOD IF U DONT SEND SOME1ELSE I WILL CONTINUE WAITIN...
Coz i tink its very hard n hurtful for her too....Coz its not jus about me
It mus hav been hard for her to even accept me now but wat can i do ?...
Im uselessly in love....
我也想要这样牵着
你的手不放开....爱 你...
Haiz....周杰伦-简单爱(live)
词:徐若瑄 曲:周杰伦
说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受
河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远
单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单
没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
想简简单单爱
河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯
没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱可不可以
简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
想简简单单爱
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯
没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够
永远单纯没有悲哀
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
Haiz....tok to her now like cold le....nth to say...but im still sure i love her...
Haiz...cant get her her prepaid....then yesterday nv giv her nite sms too
Like so damn 3 fen zhong re du....So uncaring...AHHH
Stupid me la....haiz...see her tok bout other guys i also not say angry la
But not very happy lo...but also no use la....she's still free to choose ma...
AHHHHH....i wan her happy....i wan see her smile....i wan see her being loved....
GOD IF U DONT SEND SOME1ELSE I WILL CONTINUE WAITIN...
Coz i tink its very hard n hurtful for her too....Coz its not jus about me
It mus hav been hard for her to even accept me now but wat can i do ?...
Im uselessly in love....
我也想要这样牵着
你的手不放开....爱 你...
Haiz....周杰伦-简单爱(live)
词:徐若瑄 曲:周杰伦
说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受
河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远
单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单
没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
想简简单单爱
河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯
没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱可不可以
简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
想简简单单爱
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯
没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够
永远单纯没有悲哀
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
{/Mad ?!? --
( 11:22 AM )
Haiz...as always when i wake i will send a good morning sms to her...By nite send a Good nite sms to her...but...Today jus now phone no batt so 1am plus then reach home so cant say her good nite but i hope she would noe it :)...Ahhh...today tot can use voucher at 7eleven buy prepaid but cant so after we go lan we at 7eleven eat...buy alot tings...Haiz Miss her so...Its like its been forever since she's been gone...Haiz...When can i see her again ?...atleast tok to her ?....She tis few days also nv on9 her msn...miss her...AHHHHH....falling into a bottomless pit hole...JUUUUUU !!!....down n down till i reach ur heart :)...INSANELY mad....Ok la Nites n sweet dreams my baby... :) ...I love u n im jus goin to sleep... :) :)
{/I LOVE U BABY --
Friday, July 25, 2008 ( 9:28 AM )
AHHHH....i wonder how is she...so long nv see or chat with her
T.T so worried...I love u baby n it gets stronger each day
Not talkin to u for 1 day can coz me 2days of misery
BABY ALL I CAN SAY IS I WILL DO MY BEST TO PLEASE U
EVERYTING TO MAKE U HAPPY...
ANYTING TO MAKE U SMILE...
SOME1 HU WILL GIV U HAPPINESS, CAN IT B ME ?...
Missing u is like addiction on ecstasy n will it will kill me inside for missing u
I wan to hug u now...T.T...Might as well kill me
Like i once said...There's 2 types of love...1 is to grab n hang on to ur love
The other is to let free for him/her for her happiness...
I did once chose the first but i cant get u out...even lying to myself wont work...
Tried lying to u...still wont work...i still cant bear to lie to u
In the end i end up gettin myself in all tis which i regretted but somehow i tink from a different angle of view, its worth the wait, U...make me do silly tings, tings i nv tot doing...made me worry like a old hag...but its all fine with me...as long as u r happy, not having u is also fine with me...Jus b happy...u r free to choose...Jus rmb i will always b here bside u waiting for u...So for now jus relax coz it takes time to heal wounds n to get out of ur little world...So...I LOVE U BABY...
Haiz today so sian...still nth do...yh afternoon come my hse then we watch a korean movie dono call wat...but very funny, then go eat koloyo rice at geylang east then at mac till 10+pm wait ck fang gong...but my mom call me b4 11pm go home so i go home first le...tml still got dota trainin LOL...for my team...lol...Yh, Ck, Ky, Me n ZiCong...Gouliang still wan direct call us frenly match LOL haven even formation how play...Cfm lose de...so rejected...tml go GL train...Then Nex Sun...go Buy necklace n RingS...for my baby :)...n by then my bdae also over le la...5th aug...lol tat day got dian ge ma...on yes9.33...1 for my frens n 1 for her.... :) ...
Lol...at mac waiting CK then secretly take de photo....So shuai I noe...haiz So ugly n fat compared to him...Hair redish somemore...
Not talkin to u for 1 day can coz me 2days of misery
BABY ALL I CAN SAY IS I WILL DO MY BEST TO PLEASE U
EVERYTING TO MAKE U HAPPY...
ANYTING TO MAKE U SMILE...
SOME1 HU WILL GIV U HAPPINESS, CAN IT B ME ?...
Missing u is like addiction on ecstasy n will it will kill me inside for missing u
I wan to hug u now...T.T...Might as well kill me
Like i once said...There's 2 types of love...1 is to grab n hang on to ur love
The other is to let free for him/her for her happiness...
I did once chose the first but i cant get u out...even lying to myself wont work...
Tried lying to u...still wont work...i still cant bear to lie to u
In the end i end up gettin myself in all tis which i regretted but somehow i tink from a different angle of view, its worth the wait, U...make me do silly tings, tings i nv tot doing...made me worry like a old hag...but its all fine with me...as long as u r happy, not having u is also fine with me...Jus b happy...u r free to choose...Jus rmb i will always b here bside u waiting for u...So for now jus relax coz it takes time to heal wounds n to get out of ur little world...So...I LOVE U BABY...
Haiz today so sian...still nth do...yh afternoon come my hse then we watch a korean movie dono call wat...but very funny, then go eat koloyo rice at geylang east then at mac till 10+pm wait ck fang gong...but my mom call me b4 11pm go home so i go home first le...tml still got dota trainin LOL...for my team...lol...Yh, Ck, Ky, Me n ZiCong...Gouliang still wan direct call us frenly match LOL haven even formation how play...Cfm lose de...so rejected...tml go GL train...Then Nex Sun...go Buy necklace n RingS...for my baby :)...n by then my bdae also over le la...5th aug...lol tat day got dian ge ma...on yes9.33...1 for my frens n 1 for her.... :) ...

{/MISSING U SERIOUSLY... --
Thursday, July 24, 2008 ( 6:45 AM )
HAIZ...so sian missing her...Dono hows she's doin...
Her prepaid no money le so cant sms with me le so worried bout her
She's the cause of my sickness for loving her too much
BABY sry cant buy u 1 so soon...nex wk....no money...SRY
I promise i will buy de...
T.T wat kind of bf will i be...A BAD 1...i cant even rmb if she wore glasses afew days ago...
ARHHHH....hope she's not angry bout it T.T
STUPID ME...more sensitive b more sensitive....
After all tis i onli got 1 word to say....i still love u n i will also do....
I realli damn miss u yesterday....haiz....could get to sleep till 3am...keep tinkin bout u...
U r like glue, ur face n heart stuck to my mind n my heart :)
U jus make me fall deeper in love with u each single day...
Realli cant stand days without u but i will continue waitin...till u accept me
Till then u Must b the onli 1 in my heart althou its spacious but its all URS...
Urs n URS ONLI...Baby...I love u :)
For u other guys lookin at my profile...Yo !...
Nice to meet u regardless of sex.... :)
Photo of Yuki n ying jie
She's the cause of my sickness for loving her too much
BABY sry cant buy u 1 so soon...nex wk....no money...SRY
I promise i will buy de...
T.T wat kind of bf will i be...A BAD 1...i cant even rmb if she wore glasses afew days ago...
ARHHHH....hope she's not angry bout it T.T
STUPID ME...more sensitive b more sensitive....
After all tis i onli got 1 word to say....i still love u n i will also do....
I realli damn miss u yesterday....haiz....could get to sleep till 3am...keep tinkin bout u...
U r like glue, ur face n heart stuck to my mind n my heart :)
U jus make me fall deeper in love with u each single day...
Realli cant stand days without u but i will continue waitin...till u accept me
Till then u Must b the onli 1 in my heart althou its spacious but its all URS...
Urs n URS ONLI...Baby...I love u :)
For u other guys lookin at my profile...Yo !...
Nice to meet u regardless of sex.... :)

{/Radio posts :) --
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ( 9:21 AM )
First one is :
嗨,这是我第一次留言了。今天是我十五岁的生日,我想把歌点给爱的那个女生: Baby, Ling 和 En, Ck, Yh, Pearly and Ky 和每个认识我的人,希望他们可以天天发神经和开心!谢谢你们把我的留言念出,也要祝我今天生日快乐,老了一岁!AHHHH...我想要听到以下的歌曲:张 震岳-思念是一种病/爱我别走, 李圣杰-擦肩而过(希望可以在十点至十点半之间播出,拜托,拜托!)
Second one is :
Hi...这是我第二次留言了, 这一次我是又来点歌了, 点给我的宝贝, Ling...希望她会知道我多爱她...越来越爱你宝贝....
歌曲:****(希望可以在十点至十点半之间播出,拜托,拜托!)
:) :) haha censor off the song name BLEH :P...lol don wan let her noe... :) Surprise :)
*YAWNNS* i go sleep le ba...so tired... :) so now save money buy Baby her necklace n ring along with the $28 prepaid :) :) MONEY MONEY !!! ....lol :) :)
Ohya new tings i found out tat most girls R ZILIAN ADDICTS :) :)
I din say cannot hor :)....lol k la k la seriously go sleep le
Bye Bye Baby... :)
嗨,这是我第一次留言了。今天是我十五岁的生日,我想把歌点给爱的那个女生: Baby, Ling 和 En, Ck, Yh, Pearly and Ky 和每个认识我的人,希望他们可以天天发神经和开心!谢谢你们把我的留言念出,也要祝我今天生日快乐,老了一岁!AHHHH...我想要听到以下的歌曲:张 震岳-思念是一种病/爱我别走, 李圣杰-擦肩而过(希望可以在十点至十点半之间播出,拜托,拜托!)
Second one is :
Hi...这是我第二次留言了, 这一次我是又来点歌了, 点给我的宝贝, Ling...希望她会知道我多爱她...越来越爱你宝贝....
歌曲:****(希望可以在十点至十点半之间播出,拜托,拜托!)
:) :) haha censor off the song name BLEH :P...lol don wan let her noe... :) Surprise :)
*YAWNNS* i go sleep le ba...so tired... :) so now save money buy Baby her necklace n ring along with the $28 prepaid :) :) MONEY MONEY !!! ....lol :) :)
Ohya new tings i found out tat most girls R ZILIAN ADDICTS :) :)
I din say cannot hor :)....lol k la k la seriously go sleep le
Bye Bye Baby... :)
{/WOOOHOOOO --
( 7:33 AM )
:) :) dian ge for my dear baby :) :)
At first dian Si nian shi yi zhong bing, Ai wo bei zou, Cha jian er guo...Say is for frens de...
But actually IS FOR MY BABY DE :) :)
She say X) not nice call me use :)...lol :) Then They go check my sms >.<
So i change dian 1 private ge for Her :) :) :)
Hopes she notices :) :) :) I LOVE U :) Shhh....don tell them :)
乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
I'm Thinking of U, I'm Thinking of U
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
YEAH U MAKE ME FEEL TIS WAY :) :) :)
My love, Good nite n sweet dreams :)
At first dian Si nian shi yi zhong bing, Ai wo bei zou, Cha jian er guo...Say is for frens de...
But actually IS FOR MY BABY DE :) :)
She say X) not nice call me use :)...lol :) Then They go check my sms >.<
So i change dian 1 private ge for Her :) :) :)
Hopes she notices :) :) :) I LOVE U :) Shhh....don tell them :)
乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
I'm Thinking of U, I'm Thinking of U
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
YEAH U MAKE ME FEEL TIS WAY :) :) :)
My love, Good nite n sweet dreams :)
{/Drawings for u X) --
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ( 6:07 AM )
Pardon the ugly drawin but Don Cry Alone Baby X)
U hav me X)
N me n my heart is all urs X)X)X)
U hav me X)
N me n my heart is all urs X)X)X)
{/LOL X)X)X)X) --
( 5:49 AM )
I LOVE U MORE EACH SINGLE DAY X)
so much i cant help but to tink of u X)
( I now hope to hug u into sleep...So u will b the first i see when i wake ) X)
SHHH...X)X)X)X)
Baby feel tired don mian qiang X)...go sleep...X)
Haiz play majong got little improvement nia...10 rounds 2 win...zzz
Ck n En they all own me like no KICK
zzz...then i quiet they say i someting rong zzz...lame
SO NOOB....
For her de present i goin giv a necklace with ring for her bdae present X)...
The necklace is with a star, then i hang the ring in X)
For when she accept me then she wear "IF" realli No then she can jus hang it there X)
Like decoration X) I love u baby X) hmmm...call them sooner giv me my bdae present
Then rich le muhahahaa...lol
N baby pls don say Thanks or Sry...X) i love u, don say tat X)
X)X)X)X)X)X)X)X) Bye Bye Bu now X) I LOVE U BABY X)
so much i cant help but to tink of u X)
( I now hope to hug u into sleep...So u will b the first i see when i wake ) X)
SHHH...X)X)X)X)
Baby feel tired don mian qiang X)...go sleep...X)
Haiz play majong got little improvement nia...10 rounds 2 win...zzz
Ck n En they all own me like no KICK
zzz...then i quiet they say i someting rong zzz...lame
SO NOOB....
For her de present i goin giv a necklace with ring for her bdae present X)...
The necklace is with a star, then i hang the ring in X)
For when she accept me then she wear "IF" realli No then she can jus hang it there X)
Like decoration X) I love u baby X) hmmm...call them sooner giv me my bdae present
Then rich le muhahahaa...lol
N baby pls don say Thanks or Sry...X) i love u, don say tat X)
X)X)X)X)X)X)X)X) Bye Bye Bu now X) I LOVE U BABY X)
{/waiting " i'm sori, but its nt tat i dun wan to accept u, it's weather i cn or nt accept u... " --
Monday, July 21, 2008 ( 7:37 AM )
X) don worri take ur time n consider bout it X)
I will b waitin, So no presure jus follow ur feelings X)
I love u n tats all...Jus follow ur feelings n u will find ur true love X)
Even its not me.....
I will b waitin, So no presure jus follow ur feelings X)
I love u n tats all...Jus follow ur feelings n u will find ur true love X)
Even its not me.....
{/X)X) --
( 6:58 AM )
LOL...Like mama like daughter lol...
Haiz i scare ltr she jealous or angry coz nui er play play
Go say love me (VOMITS)...
T.T...poor me they gang up beat me...
Omg her homework like still haven done yet leh...
Haiz tok to her distract her..T.T
It mus hav been shockin for her to noe she got nui er...lol
But not realli official untill She accepts me T.T
HAH...Today play majong with En, Yh, Ck play 10 round lose 9 rounds
So unlucky...Still late reply Her sms...Sry...
Then go shop shop then forgot gt giv her tis yr de Bdae present ma...
So now re-pay dept le plan buy someting for her...
Hmmm...shhh...still cant tell yet ltr she come see my blog...
Surprise...I got someting in mind le X)
OMG...she realli haven do homework tokin to us...
Hope it didnt affect her studies...coz its also my reason for waitin
Sry if u r bored...coz its all from now goin to b her, her n still her X)
Coz i love her X)
Haiz i scare ltr she jealous or angry coz nui er play play
Go say love me (VOMITS)...
T.T...poor me they gang up beat me...
Omg her homework like still haven done yet leh...
Haiz tok to her distract her..T.T
It mus hav been shockin for her to noe she got nui er...lol
But not realli official untill She accepts me T.T
HAH...Today play majong with En, Yh, Ck play 10 round lose 9 rounds
So unlucky...Still late reply Her sms...Sry...
Then go shop shop then forgot gt giv her tis yr de Bdae present ma...
So now re-pay dept le plan buy someting for her...
Hmmm...shhh...still cant tell yet ltr she come see my blog...
Surprise...I got someting in mind le X)
OMG...she realli haven do homework tokin to us...
Hope it didnt affect her studies...coz its also my reason for waitin
Sry if u r bored...coz its all from now goin to b her, her n still her X)
Coz i love her X)
{/mayb the last of tis kind of posts... --
Sunday, July 20, 2008 ( 8:00 AM )
Noe u still cant forget Ky la...photo, talk, tots, life
Can see from every little view...He's important to u...more than me
But u cant ignore the fact, i love u...i wont bloody give up on u...
Say i not jealous is fake de lor...
But He's realli a good guy n my fren, wat can i do...
I noe i cant even b compared to him...
I noe u can coz of him don eat, like anyting also don care
But...u got to noe tat, constantly worrying bout u...
Got eat ma ?
Got angry ma ?
Got sad ma ?
Got hurt u ma ?
Can b fit to b with u ma ?
Got hurt urself ma ?
Can handle studies ma ?
Will ur mom scold u ma ?
Can get out of ur own world by urself ma ?
Got shoulder to cry on ma ?
Training very tired ma ?
Got enough sleep ma ?
Can concentrate in class ma ?
I noe tats my prob, not urs, i noe i can don care de...
But can i ?...I cant even stop tinkin bout u how stop worrying...
Sometimes it realli kills me, But there r times it heals me...
Blame it all on me for loving u...
So after tis post, there may not b 1 like tis again...NO COMPLAINING
YI XIANG QING YUAN...CANT COMPLAIN
Can see from every little view...He's important to u...more than me
But u cant ignore the fact, i love u...i wont bloody give up on u...
Say i not jealous is fake de lor...
But He's realli a good guy n my fren, wat can i do...
I noe i cant even b compared to him...
I noe u can coz of him don eat, like anyting also don care
But...u got to noe tat, constantly worrying bout u...
Got eat ma ?
Got angry ma ?
Got sad ma ?
Got hurt u ma ?
Can b fit to b with u ma ?
Got hurt urself ma ?
Can handle studies ma ?
Will ur mom scold u ma ?
Can get out of ur own world by urself ma ?
Got shoulder to cry on ma ?
Training very tired ma ?
Got enough sleep ma ?
Can concentrate in class ma ?
I noe tats my prob, not urs, i noe i can don care de...
But can i ?...I cant even stop tinkin bout u how stop worrying...
Sometimes it realli kills me, But there r times it heals me...
Blame it all on me for loving u...
So after tis post, there may not b 1 like tis again...NO COMPLAINING
YI XIANG QING YUAN...CANT COMPLAIN
{/Last time de pic... --
Saturday, July 19, 2008 ( 6:31 PM )








{/Hah... --
( 6:15 AM )
Yoshi...today i met her...T.T at first the feelings like very tense...Then slowly melt le, at playground playin n foolin around...Then her frens came...coz i onli came to giv her the prepaid for her phone b4 her carnival start...>.<...then 1030 plus go home le... Almost cant control myself from huggin her...AHHHHHHHHH.... Atleast i get to meet her...haix she like weird weird de somehow abit siao siao...LOL... Then saw the pics on her phone...I LOVE KY !!!!!!!!...I SO DAMN ANGRY mayb jealous is a btr word....lol but then i know she has given up le then coolen down abit...VERY ZILIAN...lol alot pics de...haix too bad la i love her...so cant bear to get angry...HAH
At bedok de mrt there take de waitin for my money....LOL
FIFI....lol she wan take 1 la...so UGLY...


{/Quiet day... --
Friday, July 18, 2008 ( 6:17 AM )
Haix the afternoon was unbearable...thru out the whole day i simply didnt say a word or any expression, i miss her, worry bout her...simply a torture...so after sch go playground...yh posing as jesus...haiz...I LOVE U...scare me somemore with the sms...LOL >O<
Sry my love, i didnt spare a tot for ur feelings...will u forgive me n accept me ?...
Sry my love, i didnt spare a tot for ur feelings...will u forgive me n accept me ?...
I used to sleep like tis in my mac de crew room...i MISS THOSE DAYS HAIZ...secretly taken by ck de lor...
{/sry im too stupid... --
Thursday, July 17, 2008 ( 9:04 AM )
Im sorry coz im too scared...all my tots gone wild...I dono wat to say
When u said listen...i was nt listening...im sorry
When u repeated...I didnt
Im too confused n worried now...
If i did anyting irrational...blame me...tell me
Im no perfect guy, i jus love u...
I dono wats rong with me now too...all tis is to confusing
I was said to used to b a great listener, i failed the test....Wats rong
I dono...sometimes waiting can coz madness in a inpatient guy
Blame it on me...Im an idiot when it comes to love
I treated u unfairly n unwell...
So now...im goin to jus relax n jus continue loving u...
When u said listen...i was nt listening...im sorry
When u repeated...I didnt
Im too confused n worried now...
If i did anyting irrational...blame me...tell me
Im no perfect guy, i jus love u...
I dono wats rong with me now too...all tis is to confusing
I was said to used to b a great listener, i failed the test....Wats rong
I dono...sometimes waiting can coz madness in a inpatient guy
Blame it on me...Im an idiot when it comes to love
I treated u unfairly n unwell...
So now...im goin to jus relax n jus continue loving u...
{/out... --
( 7:30 AM )
Blur Blur de girl, i noe u r now lost in ur own world but when u wan exit out, I WILL FIND U N LEAD U OUT....X)...well so don wonder off to far, So when u r btr...Tell me, i wan to lead u out X), tell me wats true i would believe u, tell me u accpt me n i will love u...X), PLS I BEG U...don lock me out...I wan to help u but u hav to open up...NO pls pls....If u don open up...all i can do is wait for u, i don mind but im worried bout the u inside tat room...If there's anyting i can do...tell me...I CANT BEAR THE FEELING TO SEE U LIKE TAT, i noe i may not b fit to enter ur world but if im not, get some1 hu can...PLS DON...It realli BREAKS MY HEART SEEing U LIKE TAT...SERIOUSLY...NO, i realli wish tat i can jus hug u now...let u noe how hurt i m lookin at u from behind those doors...nononononononono....some1 tell me wat can i do...NO !!!!!!!!!!!...i FEEL SO DAMN USELESS...cant even help the one 1 love from being unhappy...so all i can do is wait quietly here outside ur doorstep...the wait is no problem but do come out happilly
so c u when u r out :)
so c u when u r out :)
{/Bleh tis is for u --
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ( 7:16 AM )
I love u but pls tell me u receives n accepts me X)...for i love u BLEH
Im sry if its not so nice but i putted my heart n soul into it...

I LOVE U BLEH...so worried bout u tat day...Wat happened ?...
Did u get scolded by ur mum ?...Ok
BLEH BLEH...well no matter when u r ready for tis I will always love u...
Did u get scolded by ur mum ?...Ok
BLEH BLEH...well no matter when u r ready for tis I will always love u...
{/ --
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ( 6:17 AM )
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE...other than tat SHE is all i can tink off...Baby pls don cry :)
My heart was beating very fast at first, then when she cried...I cant help it but shed tears along with her as well...I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U...1 i tot was gone but now I hav bough her back to shore with me...All i can say now is Pls B Mine... :)...Its been so long seperated X) It became like a NEED alot more than a WAN anymore...I long for her heart n voice everyday...U r always the first, the first girl to make me shed tears for...the first i love... X)X)X)X)X)X)X)X) pls don ever let go coz i wont X)...i SWEAR APON MY LIFE...I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U
I LOVE U I LOVE U
I LOVE U
I LOVE U ...
My heart was beating very fast at first, then when she cried...I cant help it but shed tears along with her as well...I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U...1 i tot was gone but now I hav bough her back to shore with me...All i can say now is Pls B Mine... :)...Its been so long seperated X) It became like a NEED alot more than a WAN anymore...I long for her heart n voice everyday...U r always the first, the first girl to make me shed tears for...the first i love... X)X)X)X)X)X)X)X) pls don ever let go coz i wont X)...i SWEAR APON MY LIFE...I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U
I LOVE U I LOVE U
I LOVE U
I LOVE U ...
{/Tis love --
Monday, July 14, 2008 ( 7:39 AM )
Im being to get very tired...if only time could jus stop for 1 hr...jus 1 hr
I could jus rest there...N forget everyting
I was once asked wat would i do if im left with 5 mins to leave, It came immediately to my mind...Her Face, Her laugher, Her every little emotions n feelings...But She has now her Mr.Right...He's the 1 i wont mind giving her up for...He is a btr fit for her than me...Alot much btr...If it wasnt me they might hav lasted a long time...But i cant help it, I couldnt hold it any longer...So all along it had been only single love...in her heart there is alrdy no place for me...so im moving out...Out n mayb away, Im glad to even hav a fren like her But existing now is like one of the thorns in my heart...He noes her btr than me, He gives her happiness more than me, She loves him so tat all...No explaination needed, all the harm i bought to u is someting i can nv savaged but he could so im jus goin to move on...Life was said to hav more purposes...Out of the 3 important tings in my life i still hav 2 : Family n Frens...Tat 1/3 of my life wouldnt stop me...Tats wat i tot...Lets hope its True, Luckily in my pathetic life i still hav Great frens...If not i would realli consider Dieing...Will they replace her, A few of them for a girl...Im sry, I hope they will understand...Smiles, Laughter It will now but theirs X)...im escaping from my mask..Running will nv solve a prob so Im facing it...Along with studies, So now back to the Question : Wat would i say in my last 5 mins...I would still nv regret saying tat...I love you...From deep in my heart so now farewell tis love X)...
I could jus rest there...N forget everyting
I was once asked wat would i do if im left with 5 mins to leave, It came immediately to my mind...Her Face, Her laugher, Her every little emotions n feelings...But She has now her Mr.Right...He's the 1 i wont mind giving her up for...He is a btr fit for her than me...Alot much btr...If it wasnt me they might hav lasted a long time...But i cant help it, I couldnt hold it any longer...So all along it had been only single love...in her heart there is alrdy no place for me...so im moving out...Out n mayb away, Im glad to even hav a fren like her But existing now is like one of the thorns in my heart...He noes her btr than me, He gives her happiness more than me, She loves him so tat all...No explaination needed, all the harm i bought to u is someting i can nv savaged but he could so im jus goin to move on...Life was said to hav more purposes...Out of the 3 important tings in my life i still hav 2 : Family n Frens...Tat 1/3 of my life wouldnt stop me...Tats wat i tot...Lets hope its True, Luckily in my pathetic life i still hav Great frens...If not i would realli consider Dieing...Will they replace her, A few of them for a girl...Im sry, I hope they will understand...Smiles, Laughter It will now but theirs X)...im escaping from my mask..Running will nv solve a prob so Im facing it...Along with studies, So now back to the Question : Wat would i say in my last 5 mins...I would still nv regret saying tat...I love you...From deep in my heart so now farewell tis love X)...
{/emo....no a reflection... --
Sunday, July 13, 2008 ( 8:27 AM )
IM VRY SRY...I DIDNT MEAN TO EMOTIONALLY COLLAPSE...
SRY I NOE I PROMISE NOT TO...SRY...
so i went on a high high bridge...bungy jumpin
Then i forgot the ropes, everyting....
N i jumped...At first i tot it was fun for the wind to blow on my face...almost cuttin it
Then it struck me n some1 threw a weight down on me...acceleration due to gravity
I fell...so long...every little tings i regretted came back...every little memory
I see my frens, love, family, life pass by...jus realize i did nth for this 15 yrs
Dreams...nightmares all came back...haunt me...i tot i was goin to die
Then in an instant, i wake up in a riverflow...so tired of tings i didnt wan to wake up
more like i couldnt wake up...my eyes wont open...i couldnt feel my mask
The cold, hard feeling on my face...its gone...
I wished all tat i did was jus a dream i would jus wake up like nth happened
Laughing, smiling but tis time it wont budge...I tot i could jus not rmb tat every part but everyting jus comes rushing in too fast like riverflow...almost drowning
Tis happened a second time...tis is the 2 dreams i can nv forget in my life....
For there's always a side tat no1 knew...She has been the 1 making my mask recover but now tats she's gone...it would seem like my mask jus fell out into pieces...So realli jus grab the happiness...Im too tired of tings...Jus let me flow...No 1 knew tis blog...if onli no1 knew...i could jus let emotions out like no1 knew...but i cant care much now...No matter hu looks at tis...Tis is the 2nd time a dream like tis struck me but tis time im jus day-dreamin...Far too much i cant handle...I wonder wat will i b like tml without a mask...no1 seen me angry, no1 seen me sad, no1 seen me cry, no1 seen me breakdown...so no1 appreciate my smiles n laughs when they could...But however 4 ppl seen them
En heard seen me not smiling or laughing
Caroline seen me in n out of love
Pearly seen me breakdown
Ck saw me anger venting
So there's no more to it...sleep is it now...Treasure the smiles on the faces of ur frens...coz u dono when its the last u would see them...
SRY I NOE I PROMISE NOT TO...SRY...
so i went on a high high bridge...bungy jumpin
Then i forgot the ropes, everyting....
N i jumped...At first i tot it was fun for the wind to blow on my face...almost cuttin it
Then it struck me n some1 threw a weight down on me...acceleration due to gravity
I fell...so long...every little tings i regretted came back...every little memory
I see my frens, love, family, life pass by...jus realize i did nth for this 15 yrs
Dreams...nightmares all came back...haunt me...i tot i was goin to die
Then in an instant, i wake up in a riverflow...so tired of tings i didnt wan to wake up
more like i couldnt wake up...my eyes wont open...i couldnt feel my mask
The cold, hard feeling on my face...its gone...
I wished all tat i did was jus a dream i would jus wake up like nth happened
Laughing, smiling but tis time it wont budge...I tot i could jus not rmb tat every part but everyting jus comes rushing in too fast like riverflow...almost drowning
Tis happened a second time...tis is the 2 dreams i can nv forget in my life....
For there's always a side tat no1 knew...She has been the 1 making my mask recover but now tats she's gone...it would seem like my mask jus fell out into pieces...So realli jus grab the happiness...Im too tired of tings...Jus let me flow...No 1 knew tis blog...if onli no1 knew...i could jus let emotions out like no1 knew...but i cant care much now...No matter hu looks at tis...Tis is the 2nd time a dream like tis struck me but tis time im jus day-dreamin...Far too much i cant handle...I wonder wat will i b like tml without a mask...no1 seen me angry, no1 seen me sad, no1 seen me cry, no1 seen me breakdown...so no1 appreciate my smiles n laughs when they could...But however 4 ppl seen them
En heard seen me not smiling or laughing
Caroline seen me in n out of love
Pearly seen me breakdown
Ck saw me anger venting
So there's no more to it...sleep is it now...Treasure the smiles on the faces of ur frens...coz u dono when its the last u would see them...
{/MY DEAR XD MASK --
Saturday, July 12, 2008 ( 7:13 AM )
My Mask is goin to break ?...Don wan la !!
Crack until like wat hell le y cant change leh...LOL
wait...cant even take off...AHHHH....
Oh nvm wear so mani yrs le XI GUAN LE LA
DEAR NUI ER...so good cheer me up X)
I cant forget her but i will jus pretend all tis even happened
Nope she's NO GUILTY...y will she ? o.O
I HAV LOST MY SOUL...see my damn cracked MASK
Crack until like wat hell le y cant change leh...LOL
wait...cant even take off...AHHHH....
Oh nvm wear so mani yrs le XI GUAN LE LA
DEAR NUI ER...so good cheer me up X)
I cant forget her but i will jus pretend all tis even happened
Nope she's NO GUILTY...y will she ? o.O

{/My whole family...Not realli whole...Our Ms Hood --
Friday, July 11, 2008 ( 11:27 PM )
Watelse can i do ?Love.lie.agony ? more like Love.Dreams.Agony
So lets start by walkin on a road X)
So lets start by walkin on a road X)
i walk a lonely road
the only one that i have ever known
don't know were it goes
but it's home to me and i walk alone
i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
were the city sleeps
and i'm the only one and i walk alone
i walk alone i walk alone
i walk alone and i walk a-
my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'till then i'll walk alone
ah..ah..
i'm walking down the line
that divides me somewhere in my mind
on the border line of the edge
and where i walk alone
read between the lines
what's fucked up and everything's alright
check my vital signs to know i'm still alive
and i walk alone
i walk alone i walk alone
i walk alone and i walk a-
my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'till then i'll walk alone
ah..ah..
i walk alone and i walk a-
i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
were the city sleeps
and i'm the only one and i walk a-
my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'till then i'll walk alone
Its nice i must say....
Tis is once a full family
Ck de hand n pearly de (at mac)
Harry Lao Pa n Pearly
Me n my lao pa...(yh in between)
Ck n Yh at library...X)
don't know were it goes
but it's home to me and i walk alone
i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
were the city sleeps
and i'm the only one and i walk alone
i walk alone i walk alone
i walk alone and i walk a-
my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'till then i'll walk alone
ah..ah..
i'm walking down the line
that divides me somewhere in my mind
on the border line of the edge
and where i walk alone
read between the lines
what's fucked up and everything's alright
check my vital signs to know i'm still alive
and i walk alone
i walk alone i walk alone
i walk alone and i walk a-
my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'till then i'll walk alone
ah..ah..
i walk alone and i walk a-
i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
were the city sleeps
and i'm the only one and i walk a-
my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'till then i'll walk alone
Its nice i must say....





{/lol=lor ? --
( 11:13 PM )


Hmmm...today seems like a good day...Tok to nui er...then now after blog go sleep
haix...changed...dono la...
Jus found alot cute photos...1 pic=1000words
Music, anime, frens, studies, food= my life




Jus found alot cute photos...1 pic=1000words
Music, anime, frens, studies, food= my life




{/Crap... --
( 5:12 AM )
I tink its time for me to go...to let go...since she has her love, i will let go
Ok...im ok...watever...
Obvious asn...tell me i wasnt rong but, its him alrite...Fine with it
I would jus pretend nth happened n jus continue life
X) smiles...im happy for her
"Jus always rmb to b happy"...there's many kinds of love
Some Let go for happiness while some Grab n hang on for happiness...
So i hav chosen to Let go...N lets see u grab n hang on tat happiness....
Watever...i don care...jus do watever u wan...
X) Its alrite to smash mine, jus don smash his...X)
=D =P =b
XD XP XB :X
:D :P :b :B
Ok enough bout tat...hmmm...how bout a song ? XD
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
rap
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
Okok i noe i banned myself from listenin to tis song but its all over now...XD
MUSIC IS FOR LIFE N FUN...so jus enjoy :D
hmmm...since when did i stopped listenin to tis song...LOL amazingly i cant even rmb its lyrics
I guess i couldnt...Still looks so stranger to me...
Erm...I tink i seen tat comin...lol So...WATEVER...i cant b bothered...
hmm...so don realli feel like listening to tis song...Too STRANGER TO ME LE LA
XDXDXD...lol im too bored to post any other useless CRAP XDXDXD
DAMN...er...wat else is there ?...Oh ya Wall-e is NICE
SUPER TOUCHIN N WORTH MOVIE
Its almost as nice as my fav...SPIRITED AWAY !!!...
a love story of 2 young children workin for a old ugly rich hag at a bath resortfor ghost n spirits....the guys name is HAKU while the girl's is Rin...so ltr on they found out they had known each other since young...n so Rin helped HAKU find his real name so tat he could escape for the clutches of the old hag n HAKU helps her out, back to the real world n get her parents back...
SUPER NICE...i love tis type of animation movies...T.T
Ok...im ok...watever...
Obvious asn...tell me i wasnt rong but, its him alrite...Fine with it
I would jus pretend nth happened n jus continue life
X) smiles...im happy for her
"Jus always rmb to b happy"...there's many kinds of love
Some Let go for happiness while some Grab n hang on for happiness...
So i hav chosen to Let go...N lets see u grab n hang on tat happiness....
Watever...i don care...jus do watever u wan...
X) Its alrite to smash mine, jus don smash his...X)
=D =P =b
XD XP XB :X
:D :P :b :B
Ok enough bout tat...hmmm...how bout a song ? XD
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
rap
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
Okok i noe i banned myself from listenin to tis song but its all over now...XD
MUSIC IS FOR LIFE N FUN...so jus enjoy :D
hmmm...since when did i stopped listenin to tis song...LOL amazingly i cant even rmb its lyrics
I guess i couldnt...Still looks so stranger to me...
Erm...I tink i seen tat comin...lol So...WATEVER...i cant b bothered...
hmm...so don realli feel like listening to tis song...Too STRANGER TO ME LE LA
XDXDXD...lol im too bored to post any other useless CRAP XDXDXD
DAMN...er...wat else is there ?...Oh ya Wall-e is NICE
SUPER TOUCHIN N WORTH MOVIE
Its almost as nice as my fav...SPIRITED AWAY !!!...
a love story of 2 young children workin for a old ugly rich hag at a bath resortfor ghost n spirits....the guys name is HAKU while the girl's is Rin...so ltr on they found out they had known each other since young...n so Rin helped HAKU find his real name so tat he could escape for the clutches of the old hag n HAKU helps her out, back to the real world n get her parents back...
SUPER NICE...i love tis type of animation movies...T.T
{/Internal death --
Thursday, July 10, 2008 ( 7:06 AM )
Pls return back to the old laughing-till-u-faint girl...PLS...
DON HAIX LE...T.T...u haix i also wan to haix le la....
LILYOU...Without the L infront...
Pls if i had a bdae wish it would not b to hav u...But to let u be happy...n im dead serious
I couldnt be there for u...Tears pls don fall...
Pls atleast tell me tis is jus a moodswing...DON B SAD...T.T
Coz it would kill me inside...

LILYOU...Without the L infront...
Pls if i had a bdae wish it would not b to hav u...But to let u be happy...n im dead serious
I couldnt be there for u...Tears pls don fall...
Pls atleast tell me tis is jus a moodswing...DON B SAD...T.T
Coz it would kill me inside...

{/Nth btr to do post de XD --
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 ( 7:09 PM )
Si nian shi yi zhong bing XD
{/Bubbly (Stupid video Nice song) --
( 7:06 AM )
Stupid nonsense video
Bubbly Enjoy XD
Tis song is u my dear...For u make me feel from toe to my nose....XD
{/Im pissed off by myself...No1 is at fault...Its all mine --
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ( 8:21 AM )
Sry...Like i knew it...IM VERY ANGRY NOW...i dono y, im jealous...TELL ME IM NOT...Knew wat i did was NOT EVEN ENOUGH...KNEW TAT SHE was Jealous...I KNEW EVERY DAMN TING I DIDNT DO A FCUKIN TING BOUT IT...I HATE MYSELF....I KNEW WAT I DID WAS DAMN UNCARING...KNEW U TOT I WAS UNCARING...KNEW I HAD TO PAY MORE ATTENTION TO U, even thou u said IT WAS FINE...IM SUCH A IDIOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...I KNOW VERY CLEARLY NOW TAT EVERY LITTLE TING U SAID...Coz when u said its fine...Its too painful...I TINK I BECAME A THIRD PARTY.....I BROKE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE 2 OF U.........NOW IM HERE REGRETTIN EVERY LITTLE DETAILS I MISSED OUT...now i know how u feel....Sry im not very well now...n tis isnt blamin u...tis is all my doings...im too childish n immature back then now lookin back i could see how hard it had been for u...
{/LOL --
( 6:17 AM )
LOL
{/Read me like a Book... --
( 5:52 AM )
So u r free to choose...Whichever way u choose to go, i will b waitin...
Waitin for tis moment for a long time n i wont let off tis time...So its all in ur choice...
I tink im jealous...lookin at all her posts...But im confident tat she's the 1 so im jus goin to wait...althou i cant deny the truth tat im a tiny bit jealous but i tink tats coz i love her so I must hold on...so confused now...abit of happiness n sadness...
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生试着体会
试着忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
借口总是拉远了距离不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病
一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病
Im now tinkin of u...
Waitin for tis moment for a long time n i wont let off tis time...So its all in ur choice...
I tink im jealous...lookin at all her posts...But im confident tat she's the 1 so im jus goin to wait...althou i cant deny the truth tat im a tiny bit jealous but i tink tats coz i love her so I must hold on...so confused now...abit of happiness n sadness...
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生试着体会
试着忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
借口总是拉远了距离不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病
一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病
Im now tinkin of u...
{/To u...(don b Touched) --
Monday, July 7, 2008 ( 6:41 AM )
I love u...so i do...But im goin to wait till nex yr...Well u r free to choose...whichever way i will wait for u...Bcoz i don wan to disturb u studying...But im selfish too...I m also goin to study hard
So u must too...Bleh...
If our love is worth the wait....IT WILL ALWAYS B....
So u must too...Bleh...
If our love is worth the wait....IT WILL ALWAYS B....
{/Go E-Hub watch movie --
( 6:13 AM )

Well i noe its nice but jus don see the face...COZ IM UGLY...seriously....
So today go E-Hub with ky, harry lao pa, yh n ky de gan-jie
Tats wat i wore ^ nor...nice shirt design...bought together with yh de long 1...
Don worri ur eyes wont hurt much coz i not so zilian...
I will onli take pic when we go out as to rmb tat day...even when we separated....good idea
Somemore the "Stranger" movie SUCKED....so called horror movie when there's no other horror xcept the SUPER loud sound effect...stupid movie la lucky we pay student price if not i go beat the director le so dumb de show also wan film...See the killers come in take phone go out, come in then go out...At last catch both of the ZU JIAO then jab knife...lame la...Somemore whole film the director very cheap sia...onli destroy 1 hse n a car...LOL...NOOB FILM...
After tat actually wan go Bowlin de, NO MONEY...then wan go play basket ball at KY de hse there then Ball no air then we play 2 rounds of majong at KY de hse...zzz both rounds i LOSE...lame la...
LOL...Signin off Thanks for viewin anyways...
{/Taka with en n lao pa --
Sunday, July 6, 2008 ( 5:12 AM )
Well a HUGE load is now off my mind...so lets all wait n see...Mayb all these waiting wasnt wasted at all.....
yesterday go taka with en n lao pa....eat le 90 dollar de taka voucher...
GREAT japanese dinner...en so XIA LAN so damn funny
Then go take off his beanie...DAMN FUNNY the hair...
Q mor Q mor de lol somemore got dandruff....Then eat dessert...Nice...green tea ice cream with nata decoco n red bean paste....then go cold storage buy tings like sushi n drinks go back eat...n en spilled MY COKE ZERO on the way back home...lol
Well tats all Folks...
yesterday go taka with en n lao pa....eat le 90 dollar de taka voucher...
GREAT japanese dinner...en so XIA LAN so damn funny
Then go take off his beanie...DAMN FUNNY the hair...
Q mor Q mor de lol somemore got dandruff....Then eat dessert...Nice...green tea ice cream with nata decoco n red bean paste....then go cold storage buy tings like sushi n drinks go back eat...n en spilled MY COKE ZERO on the way back home...lol
Well tats all Folks...
{/Kanda --
( 5:07 AM )

tis was drawn by me...pls i noe its not so good so don criticize...TY
Yh did the shading...i did the sword design n overall, so nice...
Melvan also very nice but different style of drawing la...he draw dono wat anime de ka
Thanks for lookin......Bye Bye Bu
{/walkin in the dark snow --
( 5:02 AM )
{/taka... --
Saturday, July 5, 2008 ( 8:28 AM )
{/hurt --
( 8:04 AM )
Y is every1 rubbing salt on my wounds...nvm the others but u too...well atleast good for u tat u hav some1 hu will wait for u...cherish him...im jus washing my hands off tis matter...Wat m i compared to him. He's handsome, caring, romantic, all tat u asked for...he tells u tat he's waiting mayb tats enough...u would probably not notice or noe anyting rong bout me...U would nv hav knew tat im waiting a long time...now he jus comes in with a VIP pass, comes, stab me n take my place...Stabbing me, i don mind, but y did u tell me...tell others y me...i don wan to hear...stab me n i die jus don tell me....u made my mask break...now i cant even laugh...not to say fake 1...cant u jus let me drop instead of hanging me in the middle...dieing slowly...like poison, wat rong hav i done...I didnt even harmed u...so y me...cant u jus leave me here alone waiting peacefully...even if he did say all tat...tell some1else y me...
{/If u read tis u will know hu im referin to... --
Friday, July 4, 2008 ( 8:23 AM )
After all tis trouble, i finally found the cause of heartaches...Im too DAMN IT not fit for her...unfit for any1else...Now lets hope she found a btr guy, I cant love u...don ask y...don tell me its my choice...I DON HAV A CHOICE...Even if i had 1 im not fit to hav 1...If u r still angry at me then i hope u would curse me dead or someting...I dono wat else i can do for u...Im Sorry...Pls don hav any feelings for me...I broke ur heart n i wont again...Pls don say it...Y is there obstacles, Parents, time, frens, place...If none of them appeared I will definitely love u...its alrdy imprinted on me the day we bought the ring...So it might hav been tat we werent fated together. But y of all times NOW...Jus when im about to let go...Im stuck to u, Compared to u im not even sure if i existed, even if i didnt i wouldnt mind...Its kept up for so long n now im releasing it...I don even tink u will noe tis...But i hope u will feel wat im feeling now...Im sorry...If fate allows for us to b together again I SWEAR ON MY LIFE I WILL CHERISH U...so jus go now...let time take place n i will b here watchin, Well time could heal wounds n mayb more than jus recovering, Hate me if u must but atleast don ignore me...Its been so long...yet so short...If u ever read tis...U of all people should know tat Its u...bleh tats wat u said...
{/ --
Thursday, July 3, 2008 ( 4:16 AM )
MS YONG's FAREWELL VIDEO
{/ --
( 12:29 AM )
Lol...Another BORIN day in sch, so DAMN...4 period of MATHS !!!!!!!!!!!....lol...ok la quite fun la
Still very sian today...ltr see got wat pic then put lor....LOL...
AHHHH...don tell me my msn spoil again....NOT AGAIN...haix now cant tok MORE SIAN
Anytingelse meh ?...dono la
HEHEHE...watch the vieo ba !!! very touchin...T.T...Ms yong de Farewell video...lol GOT SOME VERY STUPID PARTS but somehow very nice....Well Best frens goes apart But nv separate Thats wat she said.......
Still very sian today...ltr see got wat pic then put lor....LOL...
AHHHH...don tell me my msn spoil again....NOT AGAIN...haix now cant tok MORE SIAN
Anytingelse meh ?...dono la
HEHEHE...watch the vieo ba !!! very touchin...T.T...Ms yong de Farewell video...lol GOT SOME VERY STUPID PARTS but somehow very nice....Well Best frens goes apart But nv separate Thats wat she said.......
{/ --
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 ( 8:53 AM )
Yoshi(My greetin)
Hell...dono how long nv touch bloggin le...lose password...so now a damn new 1
Cb la no money le...here own abit there abit...bit by bit become A BIG BIT then now dieing le lor...still owe En his bdae de money $40 lehhhh...hello...no $4 arh, zzz nex time mus learn from ck how to say NO to scary GIRLS LIKE PEARLY YEO XUAN BING...lol...she pzyco me go out with her leh...don realli feel like it...somemore $$$money prob again...go also cant buy...go for wat fcuk ?...lol.....Sian arh got msn le tot gt ppl can tok not so sian le, hu noe still the same...wait MORE SIAN arh...lol miracle sia Nikki mei ask for msn then got msn...hmmm...mayb she my lucky star...lol call her giv 4D num XD...lol nth do ma...Mai siao la...Btw, the day im not siao, im siao...I quiet onli got 2 reason nia n emo is NOT 1 OF IT...all say i shutup nobody will tink i mute but all tink i siao or emo le...GUAI LAN LA...er....wat was i goin to say again, forget le leh. AHHHHHH...knn la nvm, Well today quite SIOK la trash Jeston tat Horton in TEKKEN 5...Oh ,man I RULED....lol tml bring psp go trash again...MUHAHAHAHA...well i play 2yrs le wat u expect ?...XD...Robinson Shoppin Center Tekken winner: Gerard Goh...LOL...ltr still gt trophy somemore i laugh arh...NO KICK...sian la nth do...Lao pa, yh, ky go pasir ris...Ck go home...so sian at home stone...Heng still got Zhu jie tok if not i die of boredom le............Wa morning wake up scare like fcukin hell....i dream t of a dead baby...WTF...Well wat do u noe behind the mask ?...Nth...u dont noe anyting yet...u tink u noe the GG u spend 1 or 2 yrs with but u dono nth...Needless to say wat he tinks...so tis is a smal little peek into my tots...HUM ARH...HUM THEN DONT SEE LA...lol
Hell...dono how long nv touch bloggin le...lose password...so now a damn new 1
Cb la no money le...here own abit there abit...bit by bit become A BIG BIT then now dieing le lor...still owe En his bdae de money $40 lehhhh...hello...no $4 arh, zzz nex time mus learn from ck how to say NO to scary GIRLS LIKE PEARLY YEO XUAN BING...lol...she pzyco me go out with her leh...don realli feel like it...somemore $$$money prob again...go also cant buy...go for wat fcuk ?...lol.....Sian arh got msn le tot gt ppl can tok not so sian le, hu noe still the same...wait MORE SIAN arh...lol miracle sia Nikki mei ask for msn then got msn...hmmm...mayb she my lucky star...lol call her giv 4D num XD...lol nth do ma...Mai siao la...Btw, the day im not siao, im siao...I quiet onli got 2 reason nia n emo is NOT 1 OF IT...all say i shutup nobody will tink i mute but all tink i siao or emo le...GUAI LAN LA...er....wat was i goin to say again, forget le leh. AHHHHHH...knn la nvm, Well today quite SIOK la trash Jeston tat Horton in TEKKEN 5...Oh ,man I RULED....lol tml bring psp go trash again...MUHAHAHAHA...well i play 2yrs le wat u expect ?...XD...Robinson Shoppin Center Tekken winner: Gerard Goh...LOL...ltr still gt trophy somemore i laugh arh...NO KICK...sian la nth do...Lao pa, yh, ky go pasir ris...Ck go home...so sian at home stone...Heng still got Zhu jie tok if not i die of boredom le............Wa morning wake up scare like fcukin hell....i dream t of a dead baby...WTF...Well wat do u noe behind the mask ?...Nth...u dont noe anyting yet...u tink u noe the GG u spend 1 or 2 yrs with but u dono nth...Needless to say wat he tinks...so tis is a smal little peek into my tots...HUM ARH...HUM THEN DONT SEE LA...lol
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这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
my virtual barang
now playing
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子