IM VRY SRY...I DIDNT MEAN TO EMOTIONALLY COLLAPSE...
SRY I NOE I PROMISE NOT TO...SRY...
so i went on a high high bridge...bungy jumpin
Then i forgot the ropes, everyting....
N i jumped...At first i tot it was fun for the wind to blow on my face...almost cuttin it
Then it struck me n some1 threw a weight down on me...acceleration due to gravity
I fell...so long...every little tings i regretted came back...every little memory
I see my frens, love, family, life pass by...jus realize i did nth for this 15 yrs
Dreams...nightmares all came back...haunt me...i tot i was goin to die
Then in an instant, i wake up in a riverflow...so tired of tings i didnt wan to wake up
more like i couldnt wake up...my eyes wont open...i couldnt feel my mask
The cold, hard feeling on my face...its gone...
I wished all tat i did was jus a dream i would jus wake up like nth happened
Laughing, smiling but tis time it wont budge...I tot i could jus not rmb tat every part but everyting jus comes rushing in too fast like riverflow...almost drowning

Tis happened a second time...tis is the 2 dreams i can nv forget in my life....
For there's always a side tat no1 knew...She has been the 1 making my mask recover but now tats she's gone...it would seem like my mask jus fell out into pieces...So realli jus grab the happiness...Im too tired of tings...Jus let me flow...No 1 knew tis blog...if onli no1 knew...i could jus let emotions out like no1 knew...but i cant care much now...No matter hu looks at tis...Tis is the 2nd time a dream like tis struck me but tis time im jus day-dreamin...Far too much i cant handle...I wonder wat will i b like tml without a mask...no1 seen me angry, no1 seen me sad, no1 seen me cry, no1 seen me breakdown...so no1 appreciate my smiles n laughs when they could...But however 4 ppl seen them
En heard seen me not smiling or laughing
Caroline seen me in n out of love
Pearly seen me breakdown
Ck saw me anger venting

So there's no more to it...sleep is it now...Treasure the smiles on the faces of ur frens...coz u dono when its the last u would see them...