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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

{/I LUB U lol....its I L-O-V-E U ! :) --

Monday, September 29, 2008 ( 8:57 AM )

:(
She looks restless n sad...
Wats rong ? :( Pls tell me...
I wan to share everyting with u, N i hope u share ur troubles with me :)
Ok ?....Haix...
I realli LOVE U... n tats the truth, N im not lying...
It has always been the truth, U r the first n Still the first, Hopefully the LAST...
Haix...See her like so restless veri worried sia...
Exams ?...or isit me ? :s

Haix today go White Sand coz they goin...
Then Pearly angry but in the end ok...
Then we at comics connection all there shop n i found a present for some1 special...
She noes who she is, the lucky lady :| I hope she will like it...
N we all plan to get a metallic sticker for our phone...
Someting like Benko last time...

Aiyo...Very worried leh....DUMB ME DUMB DUMB...
I wish I knew more bout her...
I find myself clueless...Althou I noe her, but not enough...I WAN TO NOE MORE
HAPPY OR SAD...I wan it :x...I WAN U....I HAVE U...I NV WAN TO LOSE U...
EVER AGAIN....I LOVE U...
Good nites n sweet dreams my love ( hopefully it wont b me hahaha ) Sleep tight for tml :)
Im greedy hahaha, I WILL NV GET TIRED OF THE WORDS :) ** ** **

{/i wan hear... --

Saturday, September 27, 2008 ( 10:29 AM )

HAHS...the ** ** ** words i wan hear...

{/PHEW... --

( 6:39 AM )

Erm...26/10/08 Is 1 date i wan to rmb...
5/02 is also a date i wan to nv forget...
1050....I hope time stopped....LOL
Then VERY high then heart pain( REAL PAIN)
Lol...I realli don wan it to happen again....I wan ur love coz u accept me
I wan to love u more...
Hahs....WAHAHAHAHAHA...damn high...
Lol....I WAN U !....AHHH...
I jus wan 1 word exactly hahahaha...
Then today Go orchard then go vivo study, got ck, pearly, hry...
Then study Geo n i do my art...
SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE...
Then shoppin buy 1 shirt ( pink LOL ) they say look like gay =.=
THEN FORGET TAKE MY OLD SHIRT SOMEMORE
$50 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahs suan le...
Then now come home lor...ltr then post pics wahahaha

{/wahahaha ? --

Sunday, September 21, 2008 ( 7:13 AM )

Hahs today went pasir ris park at 11am then till 7pm then come back
There ride bike, fishin, slack
Then uncle, cousins n mom came at 1pm
Then ride ride see see lor
Hahs then on beach dono do wat....random bla bla
Then found 1 very familiar pic (last 1) dono la hahahahahaha
Then go bedok there eat
Which is somewhr near Anglican High(A.H)
like last time mid autumn festival like tat la...tis time eat grill de ting
HAHAS im ok...

{/LOL don ask if im ok :) im perfectly fine...! --

Saturday, September 20, 2008 ( 1:25 PM )

WELL IM FINE :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Perfectly Fine...
Im more worried bout u...
Cry it out ok :)
Hahahahahahaha...Well wat can i say, im a jerk, an idiot
Coz its all my fault...everyting...
Hahahahahaha...im useless x.x XD hahs
Wooohoooo...hahahaha...talked to huiting, then jul today hahaha...
Then go suntec study THEN SAW ALOT COSPLAYER...
lol...i wan buy shino de jacket sia :(
hahahaha $18 dollars x.x hahs...
haha so tats all folks...Good nite n sweet dreams...

{/WTH --

Thursday, September 18, 2008 ( 6:31 AM )

WTH...is goin on...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
My head is damn pain tis few days n i cant get to sleep...
I knew tis would happen...
Yet i could onli look from afar...Suan le...
Useless...
Cheer up OK :( wth m i saying
ITS HARD !!!
Ok jus takecare la...Hah...Wth shld i do ?...
Somemore its JUS INCHES FROM EXAMS MY HEAD EXPLODING...
Hahs....HAHA...

{/.. --

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ( 6:52 AM )

IM FINE OK....SEE
HAH
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA

{/. --

( 6:49 AM )

Yesterday at home sleep
Today...boring...tok to en n ck at bridge
CANT B BOTHERED...
I tink i wan change my url le
ok...
HAHA

{/Hais --

Saturday, September 13, 2008 ( 8:58 AM )

Pearly in beanie lol...

Today at VIVO XD
hahahaha...

Yesterday nite go mid autum festival hahaha took pics :)
There made alot friends at Anglican high...
Haha got 1 girl same reply as juliana...LOL...TOK TO U I VOMIT BLOOD XDXD
lol...super fun...Then at nite we go eat...i nv eat...
i go back then eat with en...

Haha...Damn funny hah
Go vivo at 1215 with lao pa, pearly then yh came...
Then shop here n there eat long john then yh wan buy beanie go TOPMAN buy...
Then on bus pearly wear n i took video
Then around 4pm at MAC STUDY !!! then Kyrene go make every1 "kyrene love u" heart...
zzz...i throw away coz pearly keep saying KYRENE LOVE U..zzz
Then abit pek chek le
THEN TAT GUY GO MAKE ME SOMEMORE
QUARREL WITH ME WAT TIME GO EAT KNN...PPL ANGRY LE STILL WAN QUARREL
DONO HOW SEE DE SIA SOMEMORE WAT TIME EAT
I flare up then storm out mac at outside there cool down...
Then after pearly ate with her mom, we seperated go home
zzz...Then sms her...she jus finish tuition then on way home...tok to her...
When she reach on msn tok to ky...zzz...suan le...
Say not jealous is still lying...DON CARE LA...zzz
Jus let nature take course...
Now tokin to Juliana...She say the max wat 22yrs old...WEIRD...
Oh cham....she meeting him monday leh
zzz...SHIT
Hais...she insist wan go leh...nvm la TAKE CARE HOR...
He bully u CALL IMMEDIATELY...
hah...K la good nite n sweet dreams :)

{/lol nth --

( 8:50 AM )

HAHA ?

{/Tell me...I jus wan a asn... --

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 ( 8:44 AM )

Hais...Tell me truly, Do I stand a chance ?
I feel like im nothing to u...
Tell me isit true ?...
Hais...Do I even stand a chance ?, I tink me waiting is useless...
I tink KY is still the one u tink about...
Tell me realli...If its true, I giv up...I don wan to b the 1 again...
I don wan to tear up ur relationship ever again...
Althou it hurts me to say tis but If i asked, would u agree ?...If not It would realli b like me inbetween of ur relationships again...
Mayb im jealous but i get tis feeling...I don tink its normal...
I cant stop tinkin bout u, but if u r tinkin of him, Go ahead ba...I have been a 千古罪人
Im not afraid of being it but i don wan to drag u down...
Pls tell me...Pls...
I feel Im in between of u n him...M i ?...
Sry........
But no matter the decision, i love u...

{/Peekchar is not a word, Pictures then is :) tats wat i learn...Wait its Julish word...hahaha --

Tuesday, September 9, 2008 ( 9:06 AM )

Haha abit techno de bedroom type...

hmmm....looks nice :)

Haha Stylo kitchen...

Tis I realli realli LIKE :)

Tis is the studyroom kind de...Not bad...

Haha lots of books i noe...but looks quite cozy haha

Hmmm....Been to ikea today as u all can see :) i pickin style for my room...
All looks nice but i made up my mind :D
N im goin to design my wall in my bedroom on my house-warming (Date will b given ltr)
Haha then got invite En, Ck, Yh, Ky, Hry n pearly they all go...
Hais "the rest" cant go or don wan go...
Hahs...Angered her yesterday, SO DAMN SCARED SHE'S REALLI ANGRY...
Im glad i fallen in love with such a lady, she's oo kind :)
But she's goin to met some guy she met from friendster....I actually wan follow her go...
Then tink tink scared she don wan so nv lor...Hope she will b safe :(
hais...If tat guy bulli her I GO BASH HIM ARH....zzz
B careful, hais...now got $$ le time to pay off all my debt n get her a Prepaid...
Feel so useless cant get her 1 last wk...hais...
She said, its not tat i don wan to but i cant...help it...
haha for u guys lookin here, Hi...
Hi, thanks for chattin with me :) haha realli great help...
U noe hu la...=.=
=____________________________________________________=
long face...
I hope she can live everyday happily...
But no matter how im still very worried, she might get hurt...
But i noe she's strong...Hmmm....
But to say im not worried she might accept him...is....
Now i can onli place hope...I LOVE U, unless he does more, I wont giv up...
NV !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha ok la Goodnite n Sweet dreams :) Bye~~

{/Hahahahhaa... --

Saturday, September 6, 2008 ( 10:35 AM )

龙卷风

爱像一阵风吹完它就走这样的节奏
谁都无可奈何没有你已后我灵魂失控
黑云在降落我被它拖着走
静静悄悄默默离开陷入了危险边缘
baby~我的世界已狂风暴雨
wu~情来的太快就像龙卷风
离不开暴风圈来不及逃
我不能再想我不能再想
我不我不我不能
爱情走的太快就像龙卷风
不能承受我已无处可躲我不要再想
我不要再想我不我不我不要再想你
静静悄悄默默离开陷入了危险边缘
baby~我的世界已狂风暴雨
不知不觉你已经离开我
不知不觉我跟了这节奏
后知后觉又过了一个秋
后知后觉我该好好生活

Ok i noe tis is weird but i didnt edit tis ! edit by Juliana de...

I NOE TIS IS SCARY N DISGUISTING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ME ALSO =.= Still got heart somemore

I noe tis is normal :) :D:D

IF SOME1 U LOVES READS THIS (TEARS)

CAUSE YOU OPENED THIS YOU NOW HAVE INCREDIBLY GOOD LUCK THIS MONTH!!! YOU WILL GET A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND OR IF YOU HAVE ONE YOU WILL GET KISSED AND BE TOLD THAT THEY LOVE YOU!!! YOU HAVE TO READ THIS WHOLE THING AND DONT SKIP ANYTHING OR YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST LUCK!! GOOD LUCK!

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye

- Kyle

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Kyle

Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called to let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise to make it up to you everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

**~~NOW MAKE A WISH ABOUT SOMEONE YOU LOVE~~**

Hahs....I LOVE U :) I noe u noe...
But I cant help to say it...I REALLI LOVE U...
I hav confidence n waiting for u is nv a torture...Coz i love u...
I will wait for u, for the rite time n i wan to realli b with u till the day i die...
I wont say forever coz forver hurts...N i can nv bare to hurt u anymore...U hav been hurt...
So much tat it pains me seeing u like tis...
I was lucky i met u, U r the first of few to realli light up my world...
So i don wan to lose u, But if u let go, I will respect ur decision
I realli cant care bout how ppl tink anymore...

想太多
你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

{/No matter how much i love u, u make a wall infront of it...i cant do anyting... --

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 ( 11:56 AM )

HAHAHHAHAHAHA...Hry change name :D

(2:42 AM) Juliana:	maybe more of harry
(2:42 AM) Juliana:	can tell him change his name to jie en

HAHA LOL CHANGE CHANGE :)


(2:44 AM) GG:	Sent an ink message:
(2:44 AM) GG:	wahahaha

Lol...damn funny when it comes to names :)
Juliana is the baby lover n she gives names to ppl like HRY XD
I cant believe girls realli do tink alike...but isit true ? Onli she will noe :)
SOMEMORE CALL ME JIE JIE zzz :

(2:51 AM) Juliana:	go sleep jiejie!
(2:51 AM) Juliana:	-.-
(2:51 AM) GG:	=.=
(2:51 AM) GG:	kor kor hor
(2:51 AM) Juliana:	jiejie
(2:51 AM) Juliana:	byebye!
(2:51 AM) GG:	zzz k la k la
(2:51 AM) GG:	go la

HAHA not funny =.=
hais...looks like its another double check to me loving u XD
I LOVE U :)
hahaha....hais....lately im hacked...
Now much btr got double cfm le...hahs...
Thanks TEACHER JULIANA...=.= lol...
Not funny eh ?...No not very funny...heng not much ppl come n look :D
I REALLI REALII REALLI LOVES U...
wait for u is my test...
Hahs...n if u r goin to avoid me, tell me, i will avoid u
haha today go malaysia but couldnt buy much...
Got 1 shorts for RM80++ in SG shld b $40++ ba...around tat la...
But hais after buy le then saw another nicer de cant buy le T.T...Mine is plain
Then she nv go...abit disappointed...
Eat Jap food for lunch n dinner come back SG then eat Ba Kut Teh...
So im goin to sleep now :)
Good nite n sweet dreams my love :)
I love u :)

{/days since i blogged.. --

Monday, September 1, 2008 ( 8:04 AM )

Haha i noe my "Black Star" drawin not so good :) But i tried :)

Haha Goodbye video :)

Hello Pinky From DJ Max 2 :)

Haha days since i blogged...
Friday gone fishin with yh n family then whole nite onli caught 1 crab...
Then Sunday nite go T3 with yh n his father :) at there eat PopEye...n drink soya...
Then today go TM with pearly, yh n laopa...Watch 12 lotus...
12 LOTUS IS DAMN NICE N TOUCHIN....all sg de movie r moving LOL
The young girl in the movie very cute look like 10 or 11 yrs old But actually 15 !
WTF LOL....some parts funny, some parts touchin...
Haiz...These few days mad le ba...
Keep on tinkin of her...Then send her dumb waste sms...
Haiz...
I love U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....haha
=.= Juliana call me her JIEMEI SOMEMORE !...zzz kor kor btr lor...
Then wan help Yh, bcome worst n worst...
Haiz...Too complicated i don wan to care le la...let them b...
I jus keep tinkin of my love can le :)
WAHAHAHAHAHA...then wed mayb goin malaysia...
Hahs...