Im a jerk...
I lied to ppl who place all their faith n trust on me...
Now even i cant forgive myself...
Y isit tis way...
Y m i like tis...
Hope she nv sees tis but...
Coz tis is the place it all ends, happiness, misery, anger
Taste n parts of my life...Mainly sorrow...so i rather she was nv here....
Im a jerk...M i worth for her ? M i wat she realli wants or isit just an illusion ?
I don dare to tink...ppl tell me not to tink
Im not a counceler, Nv was, N nv will b...I cant even cure myself, how do i cure others
Im the root of all problems
If onli i nv did tis/tat...If onli i did tis/tat...
Everyting its me...I wan the blame on me, i wan to take it entirely myself n self-destruct
N mayb after 10yrs of the road they will forget me, no more sorrow or pain...
The begining they will miss me, but time cures all wounds
They will forget me...They must
Some saying is right...I like to take overwhelming amount of worries n troubles onto myself
But the false part the sentense didnt cover is how all tis worries n troubles kill me
Pushing me into suicide...
I deserves all tis more than others...There r ppl 10x, 100x, 1000x btr than me
Im replaceable...i rather b...
Im not emo, not attention-seeking, u can dont look, i rather u don...
I cant bear down dinner...
I may not sleep...feel free to pour more troubles into me...
Help me speed up my slow death...
Hu cares...
Atleast there wont b a root to all tis problems...dont u all agree ?
I rather she not forgive me, n tell me to kill myself...
It feels like death...