Hmmmm...shout-out-everything-i-wan-corner...

hahs

2009-04-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

Felt the need to blog...
Sometings r btr left unsaid, i now wan say also can le...i gonna change blog soon...
Haix....
Gonna change...
wan noe site, ask me PERSONALLY

Its long coz i seldom blog ma =w=

2009-03-20T12:26:00.000-07:00

In case u dono hu she is, SHE IS MY GF !!! hahaha suprising ? lol
Eating her Beef ramen lol..at Jurong Point...

She's super zilian =w= tats zhuo na n steven behind :D (red n blue de)
AT SENTOSA :D

He's super poor ting la, we playing he look after bags =w=

Ying Hui n Mandy GOH :D lol they r scary k =w=...

Tats Pearly Yeo Xuan Bing hahaha :)

I noe the view is nice but my photography skills not so good :x...

HAHAHAHA...fun time at sentosa the day b4 :D
lol me, mandy, pearly, zhuona, janice, baoling, glen, steven, ying hui n *1 malay fren*
LOL....pearly went to the sky ride or someting with Janice Zhuona n Baoling coz there r 2 couples here hahaha...onli left me, mandy, glen, steven n yinghui
(couples including me n mandy, glen with his YingHui *she's super scary*)
hahaha...Its super hot n fun :D
2 couples we r like walkin along shores of sentosa at Emerald de very far end...
Got another couple doin god noes wat there so we walk abit off
I was the onli 1 half naked in the water =w=
Water wrestling with glen...he kinda easi to push ba
Then Hug mandy for quite some time :X
hahaha ! NOT ONLI ME LEH, ying hui they two also, kissing somemore -w-
the girls cant go in the water, so poor ting if not i would hav carried Mandy in :D
hahaha...Super hot, mandy is liek blushing n super sweating when i huggin her in the hot sun lol...i ask her if she having fever she say no thermometer dono hahaha
But she's like super hot, so scary...
Then on n on play until 5+, i change le then Met Zhuona Sis lol...
She actaully wan pass $$ to zhuona but tat time we not sure if got meet her so nv take lor...
She says i hav good figure =w= (wait till she sees Yh de or Hry de)
Lol...they keep saying bout wearing bikini ZZZ
She wear de shirt is super short n when she bends down every1 will see erhhmmm...so whenever she bends down, i need to b behind hahaha
Then Pearly go back by herself after shopping with them :(
thx sis !...lol...oh ya b4 goin i buy OP slipper n lost $11 =w=...
Haix..
HAHAHA 5 more days to the day it all began :D lol
Then yinghui n glen were like kissing unconsiderately on train =w=
Me n mandy go Jurong point meet janice baoling, zhuona they all
Then see her eat her noodles le
Angry at some1 for some reason zzz...
Then send her home, on train share earpiece hahaha
then when reach, she insisted i stay on the train n don come out, directly home
But i didnt care :D i went off it...Hug her good bye n BLA BLA BLA...
then take nex train back le :S
HAIX NO ME N HER DE PIC COZ TAKE QUITE AFEW LE SHE SAY NOT NICE DELETE =w=
I swear i wan her pic !!! i miss her so ! :(
Well, she grounded for 1 month, so until april then can come out
ahhaha which is Yinghui de sch carnival hahaha
I wan my pic with her !!!!! lol
Sis getting more emo ! coz her (%^*&) went overseas =w= she misses him
Her (^&*^*_+|) wans to call their daughter Dawn or Clare...
I WAN DAWN !!! ITS BOOKED ALREADY !!!! lol...
Mandy say i bias, so good to girls, make sure nex time onli hav girls in the family lol
OMG !!! she wants to b MRS GOH by influence, coz of someting i said :x
Not sure wat but she says she wants...
When i don even tink i wan a family coz i don wan follow my father de footsteps leh !
I don wan a broken family n i NV WAN TO HURT HER...
She says i wont...I scared i will
Coz i dreamt bout it...N THE 3rd PARTY IS FCUKIN UGLY zzz...
damn it lol...
She gave me a chance to ask her anyting i wan lol...RARE...
Then i ask her "do u tink i will leave u if i cant tolerate ur frens ?"
abit dissapointed coz her asn was "i tink will ! tat day when (T#&@) make u, ur face black black le..."
I told her i wont leave her for such stupid reasons hahaha
I LOVE U MANDY GOH !!! hear tat ? lol...she's fast asleep le ba lol...
Today whole day at home watch Yh play dota
N MY POST R LONG COZ I SELDOM BLOG LA LOL...hahaha
Mp's books r scarier than her =w= RUN !!! AHHH lol...
Mandy is like abit weird all tis while...for some reason...Haix...her phone no money n she stubborn don wan me top up for her =w=....
She's my gf for godness sake, she can jus rely on me awhile la HAHAHAHA...
Its not like i will complain or anyting...LOL...
K la i go sleep le nites guys....

Its not emo....feel free not to look below...

2009-03-15T08:48:00.000-07:00

Im a jerk...
I lied to ppl who place all their faith n trust on me...
Now even i cant forgive myself...
Y isit tis way...
Y m i like tis...
Hope she nv sees tis but...
Coz tis is the place it all ends, happiness, misery, anger
Taste n parts of my life...Mainly sorrow...so i rather she was nv here....
Im a jerk...M i worth for her ? M i wat she realli wants or isit just an illusion ?
I don dare to tink...ppl tell me not to tink
Im not a counceler, Nv was, N nv will b...I cant even cure myself, how do i cure others
Im the root of all problems
If onli i nv did tis/tat...If onli i did tis/tat...
Everyting its me...I wan the blame on me, i wan to take it entirely myself n self-destruct
N mayb after 10yrs of the road they will forget me, no more sorrow or pain...
The begining they will miss me, but time cures all wounds
They will forget me...They must
Some saying is right...I like to take overwhelming amount of worries n troubles onto myself
But the false part the sentense didnt cover is how all tis worries n troubles kill me
Pushing me into suicide...
I deserves all tis more than others...There r ppl 10x, 100x, 1000x btr than me
Im replaceable...i rather b...
Im not emo, not attention-seeking, u can dont look, i rather u don...
I cant bear down dinner...
I may not sleep...feel free to pour more troubles into me...
Help me speed up my slow death...
Hu cares...
Atleast there wont b a root to all tis problems...dont u all agree ?
I rather she not forgive me, n tell me to kill myself...
It feels like death...

:X...

2009-03-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

Akon
Sorry, Blame It On Me
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to move
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
[ Akon Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
Iâ€™ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

Haix im having mixed feelings now...
I miss some1, at the same time its good tat i actually does miss her
Even if she'll b jus gone for afew days....
I LOVE HER...i mean it ! i wan my future to include her :D
I hope i will appear in her future too :)
HAHAHA....im so bored n fed up now :s
Very funny at the same time tinkin wat we've done together...
Its realli sweet...so is SHE...
I *WAN* to b a good bf :)

Nikki is scarier than ever JKJK
Jul is now very quiet n lifeless leh :S...so bored....
Pearly's being entertained :)

She's in camp !!!! haix...i miss her :(
I don tink i would...BUT ITS UNBEARABLE...
Somemore i will hav to wait till April to see her again :(
She means alot to me....almost everyting
I used to tink tat everyting in my life can b thrown away with ease...SO i can die whenever i wan n no1 will noe n get sad bout it...
Its the first time some1 is so sweet n concern bout me...Super softener for my heart
Even when she knew it didnt hurt, she cant help but say sry
Even when she knew im not angry, she cheers me up
She gets angry when i don take care of myself
She gets angry when i don eat...
She made me realise tat some1 would care more than my mom...
Some1 i cant bear to let go off
I was told not to say anyting bout breaking
Coz when i told her IF i broke up with her, She was ok atfirst, THEN SHE CRIED !!! Im super guilty ! :( i shldnt have questioned !
SRY PIGGY :(
I dono wat i can do more...I wanna do alot more :)
I noe u don need but i wan ok :)
When her hands r cold, i wan to warm her hands with my hot hands...
Its like instinct to me...(im not gentlemen)
I jus feel like tat...She doesnt take chances of me being nice to ladies !
We practically can talk from wat hapeen now/today/whenever to someting more
Its like nv ending...I NV WAN IT TO END !!!
I hurt some1 b4 (i tink so) I don wan again...
Hahs....I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!
Hugging u is like glued lol...don wan let go lol...
Ur face is like super nice to pinch !
Ur hair is like 1 1 1 1 1 sticking out :)
Ur hands r smooth n cold at times :)
HAHAHA.... :D....i nv knew i said so much bout her...
The day we went out is treasured :D
U r more important than me :)
13 days to someting tat worths more than my life...
Byes now :)
Bye guys !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

:D

2009-03-07T08:02:00.001-08:00

TODAY WAS SUPER !
First few times I realli treasure each hr of the day...
I WAN TO STAY CLOSER TO HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
hahaha but its kinda enough for me...
VERY ENOUGH !!!!!!!! hahaha
Im so happy now...
But she isnt replying my msgs :( haix...dono if she sleep le or wat...
I tink she sleep le ba :)
HAHAHA....We were at zn hse...waiting for her go clementi there with two of us....
Coz she insist zn go...so we at her hse wait, while she make her go
In the end zn go but piggy had to pay for her subway meal...
Its damn fun at zn hse lor i was playing with her...Pinching ! hahahaha
Then at subway eat n talk talk awhile...FORGOT TO EAT LOL...
:D:D:D:D
hahahaha....she said i will die the nex time i go out hahaha
hahahaha....Then she n I at some void deck talk after zn go home...talk talk bout her sch...alot tings hahahaha...damn funny...
Then take mrt with her back :D....I LOVE HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan to love her more coz im afraid of losing her...I DON WAN BREAK HER HEART !
hahs....All the bad luck is like nth when i with her....
We were so close !
N thx JUL ! if u ever sees tis :x
Thx for ur concern.... :) Im ok :)
got afew pics but cant upload...n some pics on zn's com wait her send me hahahaha....
Ok...bye ppl if they is even 1...

If u dono me, Don look...u wont understand...

2009-03-02T06:26:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA...
How long can i hold tat smile sia...
Haix....wat bad luck !!!!!!!! wth...wtf....WTH !
pressure....Y M I FEELING IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haix....
I cant blame any1 n anyting for wat i done
Mandy checks my horo for me n it says tat im taking on too much worries, troubles n pressure onto myself but im not overwhelmed i shld take tings 1 by 1...
Haix i tink its kinda true
I scared i break down....IM STRONG but strong enough ?
WAs tings ever enough ?
There's a need there will b providing
Its nv enough...I wan to jus sleep n forget it all but its not how i do tings
Not my style...Im not the type hu dodges troubles...I take them on head to head...
I BELIEVE I CAN HANDLE IT COZ THERE R PPL HANDLING MUCH MORE !
haix....
i wished no1 knew but i cant take it ok...i noe not much ppl comes to my blog now...so its my chance to let some steam out...
I noe how to encourage ppl to b positive but how to do it, im not so sure myself....
Im nothing but me...
I DON HAVE A STRONG POINT i can depend on...
I suck at my studies
I suck at sports
I suck at even gaming
HAIX....WAT CAN I DO !!!!!!!!
I don wan tis...pls...
Now all i hope is not to break her heart...
Its innocent
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

hahs

2009-02-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

OH YA !
important news !
Ms Leng is sick n loves torturing her students ! HAHAHAHA
lol she not so bad la hahahaha
but she bullies ZZZ...
ok i go bath le BYE !

troubled !

2009-02-01T04:10:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA all tis was taken when we stay back for ART
en, me n yh (ck come for fun de)
Draw until siao le...LOL
coz course work too much ! WTH !
lol..
Ok...was talkin to mandy tis few days
SHE'S A PIG TOO ! lol...
very lazy de hahahahaha...
Ok im lame...er...wat else ? they say i hav too much words lol...
Well 7th feb, coming sat...go out n meet YingHui, Mandy, Janice n dono hu
LOL first time sia...i dono wat to wear sia !
haix...y they keep askin me hu i like ?!?!
Very stress leh ! =.=
HAHAHA...im not siao la...jus too troubled...lol
art...
girls !...
haix...
Ok....i love tis jap drama called Tokyo Friends, thou 5 ep onli but super nice
Damn funny n few romantic parts !
Otsuka Ai is cute ! lol...PULT FACE hahahaha
pearly makes me sound old...SHU SHU SHU ! AHHHH !
hahs....

hahaha ! Suddenly rmb :D

2009-01-27T08:10:00.000-08:00

OH YA !!!!!!!!
Nikki n her hair is so.....er....NICE ?...
lol...nice for me ma coz im UGLY XD....
Kinda scary...JK !
lol...okokok !
STOP LE STOP LE hahahaha
BYE...

Woohoo tis is not too long or short, like it :D

2009-01-27T07:45:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA its been awhile hahaha
N i took lots of pics coz im lazy to rite =.=
N OH YA !!! the cat ! erm...she's my cousin's...
So Chloe was fooling around with it at reunion dinner night hahaha
Poor it, hahahaha...
N don ask me y En n Yh r doin the same hand signals hahahaha i dono !
lol...i promised Nikki for her limelight in my blog :D:D so here it is !!!!!!!
wahahaha....
N Yuki was at my hse today...there she is...playing with her shirt =.=
hahaha...ok la don too much if not she will kill me XD
lol...CNY was kinda fun....SUPER SHORT !!!!...n kinda "not so loved event" :x
Coz i hate tis CNY...don ask me y, i jus do...
HAHAHAHA
N IM NOT ZILIAN DUMB SIS =.= still study at Harvard, haix poor sch hahaha
jkjk...if not she will kill me as well...
(IN LOTS OF TROUBLE LE XD)
THen reunion dinner eat steamboat lor...
Chloe was huggin to the laptop =.= 3 of them n a cat fighting over a laptop
Funny eh ?
I find it PRETTY AMAZING...
Oh ya....having vid playbacks in camera is FUNNY !!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAAHA !
repeat n repeat n REPEAT !!!!! lol...
CK looks kinda dark in his pic coz of the D-lighting :x
:s....*to some1* HRY WAS TOO LAZY TO COME OUT WITH US (wat kinda excuse is tat ? )
Oh ya tats when we were goin to PENINSULA to buy CNY clothes....
End up, buying all black....A black skinnies, A black formal as shown on last post...
Yh btr, buy Black skinnies too ZZZ...N A very nice fomal, A *Parental Advisory For Explicit Content* Belt...LOL...
En bought some monky jacket...i tink it PUNKY n a pair of shoes :) the seller was complaining his feet being too long ! HAHAHAHA
Then Ck bought a BAG...n i dono wat else le ba...coz he claims he bought le...
I wan buy mine soon ba haix...
Ok la mom naggin...
GTG
BYE BYE...good nites n sweet dreams...

PICS ONLI...word too bloody long hahaha

2009-01-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

hahaha lol woohoo

2009-01-20T06:58:00.000-08:00

Lol...Frenster...I LOOK UGLY hahaha
Lol...tats me in pink hahaha...dono hu take de but im using frenster lol

Shhh...Yh sleeping...

Lol...wat so nice bout my room ? hahaha

Ok tats me walkin out...

See ! AGAIN ! wats so nice ! LOL

Tis is on the way back from bugis...walkin :) tats me n my hand lol

Chenwei's shell lol

Hmmm...atleast tis is btr...CK n Yh...

Lol...didnt realli blog much these days...except...when im free hahaha...gonna take btr pics
Don wan waste my cam hahaha
$10 leh !!!!!!!! lol
Agnes phone no money :(
So now chattin with Mandy o.o...
lol...don ask hu if u dono =.=
well, life's pretty boring round here...Got tuition today...Well tuition teacher (JieYing) very funny hahaha she dabao food up to eat while im eating instant noodles...hahaha
then whole tuition keep aiming the Chips n More then finally cant resist N ATE IT !
hahaha share with her lol...
So Yh n CK came...then we go eat dinner after their few rounds of DOTA...
Dinner...SUCKED ! lol...the fried rice not so nice lol....
N bought wine...mom opened (SUPPOSINGLY OPEN ON SAT NIGHT FOR US TO DRINK hahaha) don worri, im not tat bad drinker after all hahaha
woohoo...
So fri don wan go sch HAHAHA
Tml our mummy coming ! hahaha as in my *wife*'s FAMILY actually my wife is a cockroach =.=...
So im in their family hahhaa MISS YONG COMING :D:D:D
N Ky treating Chicken rice wor ! lol
WAITING FOR SAT...go buy clothes...HAHAHA !
lol...LOW BUDGET ! :( hahaha
so tis few days not feeling so good ba....there shldnt b much ppl visiting my blog anyways...
So i cant SLOWLY blog hahaha

HAHAHA lots of pics lol

2009-01-13T08:05:00.000-08:00

En n CK :D:D:D
Tats them at the ATM lol

Wow...Lays PAID BY NETS zzz

Tats CK playing his dota(techies) n En watchin Yu le Bai Fen Bai

Tis 1 shld b KY take de ba lol

Walao ! my precious bed ! U NV BATHE ! DON SIT THERE !

Trying to take CK de pic n tis is wat i get =.=

En is playing my PSP...Burnout...

Tis is without a mistake KY lol too big to b any1else LOL !

My mom is blinded by the Flash LOL

Er...Some dark place hahaha

At Geylang East there Gonna park BIKES (3) n go for Pasamalam

See wat Hry does nex zzz...HE STACKED BIKES TOGETHER TO LOCK IT WITH A PATHETIC LITTLE LOCK ! lol...

Tats when my mom poke n blew YH de bike...JKJK HAHAHA no la dono y...

En looks like a KID man !

Nor ! 3 got bike onli left me :( hahaha...

Well...to explain it, it will b kinda weird hahaha...But its Hry's Big Fat LEG...lol

LOL...ok mom nagging le...
Gonna go sleep le :)
Nites every1....Especially to tat pig :D

Lonely ?...No ba ?

2009-01-11T09:07:00.000-08:00

Hahs...
There was once, a fren of mine....She ask me : "U not lonely meh ?"...
I confidently answer NO...but to say the truth...
Having stead for me is like weirdly loving to carry a sack of heavy bag...
Althou its heavy, I actually like it...
Ok....Im alittle lonely...But !!! Flirting is not my style...
(tats is if u noe me well)
Sure i hav lots of contact (BOTH guys n girls) but when I realli wan find some1 to talk to...
There r not much...
N wat's with flirting ?...fun ?...don realli tink so...Or mayb he/she too despo ?
I tink so...
I mus say, My patience r very short...
Y do couples actually become couples ?
Coz they wan to b together n take care of each other...?
Y do frens become couples ?
Coz either 1 or both of them likes 1 or both of them....?
Y cant frens become couples ?
Coz they r afraid tat they might get hurt/hurt others...N they r not confident enough tat it will end with a happy ending....
I don mind waiting for someting tat wont come true...
Its the process itself tat shows if He/She realli likes the guy/girl...
N its also the process of waiting tat may change the mind...
I rather watch from a distance as a fren than as your bf...(if u noe hu im tokin bout)
Coz i too, afraid of no happy endings...
Atleast tis way, i can still care for u...i don wan us to cant even b frens...
Im afraid someday history will repeat itself again n i will blurb it out...
Anyways...It may not b hu u tink im refering to...
I met a girl...
She's afraid tat I get angry easily...LOL
She's so weird she has characteristics of a PIG n a PANDA....lol
Im not as good, im jus a plain, old, ugly panda....hahaha...
I wonder hu read tis post but...I tink He/She noes wat im talking about...
N sometimes...I tink either "they" r sending rong signals or im recieving rong signals...
So...the conclusion is tat i wont b a flirt but i will work hard on my studys n get to sec5 n get my dream course...
N most importantly by than tis loneliness would go :)...
I noe, my post r long n crappy...
It used to b all bout some1 but its over n i don care anymore...
It used to b mushy ! now no...its my blog n it will b bout me...
I may b no1 but tis is still my blog...
Oh ya been talkin to YiHui coz i dono o.o i tink i viewed her profile lol
N as usuall talking to Agnes...She seems busy often...
Oh ya my mei, Nikki has been promoted to a love consult le ! hahaha...Coz YingHui ask her for advise whether to get a ah-beng as a bf or someting...
Wow...amazing...
Good job SIS !
oh ya my other sisters...Well, pearly as usuall...Jul, very less talk to her :x she seems obsessed by her DaYangTian...lol...
N busy too...
OK...RINGGGGG RINGGGGGGG RINGGGGGGGGG....
Class's OVER....Class DISMISSED !!!!!!!
Bye...try sleeping coz 1 piggy hu's asleep told me to sleep early n i heed her advise :)
Bye then...

:P to :l

2009-01-10T05:52:00.000-08:00

At Nan yang poly de open hse hahaha
YH n En :D:D:D

KY n hry hahaha

Well, all art students get a digital cam for $10 :D hahaha so taking pics around lol !

Hry's shocked face hahaha

YO !...lol lonmg time no blog hahaha
So sian ba hahaha as usually still talkin everyday with tat piggy, Agnes hahaha...
Didnt get to tok much but tok to Yihui arh ! hahaha lol...
N go around viewing ppl's blog hahahaha
WAHAHAHA
Im a BIG FAT IDIOTIC UGLY guy lol ! :D:D:D
Sian !
Now my hair is like SHIT...sucky ! hahaha it sucks ! sian ! hahaha...

lol...self describing hahaha no la i don like new yrs...i don ever like time to ever pass LOL

2009-01-01T07:14:00.000-08:00

I HATE NEW 2009 ! don ask me y...i dono i jus don wan time to ever start...
Freeze in time forever....
I dono wat kinda troubles i get into in 2009 but i tink i'll survive 1 way or another...
Cut hair for hair check...ok la not bad but the damn barber cut my frinch till its very thin (still kinda long for guys) but !!! i wan my frinch back lol...
lets hope tml i wont get caught for hair hahaha
Transform to guai kia tml le lol...
Wearing PE t coz En say like tat cant realli catch my Back lol
Sian now...
Btw...i realli wonder y dont girls believe when guys sincerly n truthfully confess tat he like her ?!?!?!?! wat is rong !!!!
Tat blood-vomiting-sotong-pig ! HAHAHA...ltr she kill me lol
i tink she's asleep le ba...sms her nv reply
Now...Freakin don wan to sleep
My frens say i changed alot during the holiday (kinda agree)
Dono wat la...they dono i also dono...
i tink is my attitude ba (not possibly my look, coz im not good lookin n nv was)
LOL....
bored
I figure i like to stare into blank space for nth even when im not tinkin of anyting
lol...i dono, sometime a ting from a certain angle of view is realli very nice (not anyting perv la)
Im not zilian but i jus like to capture memories into videos n pics...I don wan to ever forget someting like my frens or someting nice...
Typical art student ba hahaha
SO DAMN IT BROS N SIS !!! LETS TAKE A PIC lol...U all makes up GERARD GOH n HU HE IS NOW...THANK YOU !!! EACH N EVERY1 OF U !...im glad u r all there hahaha

CRAPPY HAHAHA part 2

2008-12-27T02:29:00.000-08:00

WAIT !!!!!!!!!!! Still....At bugis shopping...(didnt buy anyting)
YH n GL bough each other present...I WAN SKINNY JEANS !!!!!!! DAMN IT
hahaha mom bout a $88 convest Jacket n a KAPPA shoe lol WOOHOO !!!
Black jacket btw...LOL nice leh !

CRAPPY HAHAHA

2008-12-27T02:17:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA i noe my sucky face not nice :D
lol...nth much to say leh except for !!! NIKKI NIKKI NIKKI NIKKI...
LOL she's gonna kill me hahaha
she's crappin+floodin me in msn with CRAP lol
hahaha entertained :D:D:D
Emotional :( (like real) LOL HAHAHA
Christmas nite for me is spent in KFC at bugis, watchin YH, GL n afew Banglas eat hahaha
LOL...go home tjhen call western delivery with en...DAMN FULL lol
Then guoliang there lookin at my my female frens =.=...commenting on their looks LOL

MR.PILLOWs

2008-12-23T06:57:00.000-08:00

Wow im surprise i can look like tat hahahaha =w=

Here's His bro hahaha :D:D SAY HI !

Its MR.PILLOW again...HELLOS ! hahaha

Well, Blame it on Mr.Pillow's ZILIAN-NESS LA ! hahaha

With cap n specs he looks so real n SI WEN hahaha

He bowed to u !, mus bow back :D:D

Now he still got jacket somemore ! :D:D

He can even say CHEESE hor ! Don siao siao ! he got a real living hand :D:D

HAHAHA LONG TIME NV BLOG WAHAHAHA....
LOL....ok...get down to business ! busy lately x.x...
Hmmm...finally found the FIRST GIRL hu's afraid of me getting angry :D:D
lol...She's a pig ! hahaha...No she's PIGGY AGNES hahaha tokin to her lately...
N pearly told me someting she had been doin for ages..." Bro, wear wat u feel like wearing, don need ask ppl de la...as long as its nice to u ok le"...=.= she's the 1 always askin me wat to wear LOL...Now she lecturing me hahaha
N jul's back o.o THEY READ MY BLOG ! Oh my, i tot they don hahaha so i cant bad mouth them here le AIYA WASTED ! hahaha...
N long time no tok to seowyi, except when i go around lookin at other's blogs hahaha...
Then AS FOR SIS NIKKI....THE SOTONG-ness IS IN THE BLOOD SIS !
lol...Yes it actually is !!!!, 3 of them r all sotongs ! hahaha excluding me n tat mutated pooh bear hahaha she's jus QUIET hahaha...
met her will alfred wor ! at bugis they watch Twilight ma...LOL ( Y not with her bf sia ? ) lol
Then lots of fun messing around, still pretty messed up thou hahaha
HEHEHE ! lol prawns...i like the word CRAP now...
So BYES Her Sotong-NESS-s ! hahahaha...

ZZZ

2008-12-13T10:59:00.000-08:00

Im too bloody tired of tis ting...don ask me or tok bout it, i don care n don wan to care...
Cant b bothered...
blog ?...dono wat to blog le leh...let me see, alot pics leh hahaha today will hav another post fulll of "1000"s of words hahahaha
Nv seen b4 footage hahahaha...IM IN PINK FORMAL ! hahaha...
WAHAHAHAHA...
gonna get the tie n vest soon for it hahahaha...
wahahahaha
Don worri, the two anime tingy is wat im goin to draw tml, not wat i drew hahahaha
Nice rite ? hahahaha...Keeping tis blog alive...ok mayb atleast breathing or if not breathing, kick also can la...
Now tat Jul is gone to malaysia, no noise n crap le :( until 31th hahaha go find HRY !
well, nikki suddenly tell me she's sad she lost a love CONSULTANT...HAHAHAHA !

2008-11-30T10:46:00.000-08:00

Im ok now...atleast tats wat i tink...
Sleepless nites...getting sick...lost in tots...i realli dono...
WAT MADE ME SO CRAZY BOUT U ?...i wan to find out too...but now it hurts too much, let me get some rest pls...
I tink im collapsing, it realli breaks n hurt more than i knew it would it would...
The moment i received tat msg...i dono wat happen...i blanked out...
im now in a real mess...huge headache...sore-throat
keep reading back the old msgs i received from her...althou it hurts...I wan to see it...
i cant bare to reply...i dono wat to reply...
A idiot crying over a girl, tats very rarely seen...im fine now...
Im more worried bout her ! at a point of time i realli wanted to jus pretend i nv liked her...
then i can jus move on n continue with my life...
But after a nite of clear tinkin...i wan to face the truth...i wont run...
Coz she's hurting more 1000000000x more than me...i noe tat for sure...
n it breaks my heart more n the cycle goes on n on !
I noe its impossible for her not to b sad but, don b sad coz it ended, b happy coz it happened
ok....
Self-console...i found out tat i can console ppl, but i cant myself...zzz
Take care of urself...eat ur lunch on time...drink more water so u wont get sore throat...
Don thx me...i broke the promise...u deserves btr...

Long time no see !

2008-11-22T10:57:00.000-08:00

SHE LOOKS LIKE MAYA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha dono hu she is, she's my fren :D
Workin at mac...Hahs...miss those days playing with her... :(

Oh...ok...tis 1 is FOOT PAIN COZ OF SOME STUPID EDGE OK hahaha

RANDOM SHOT N NOT ZILIAN !!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...

HAHAHHAHAA
Back by popular demand :x
hahaha....realli bored...watchin drama...tinkin of her, watchin drama, movin hse...
:D:D:D:D
hahaha...I LOVE HER OK....
N i noe im not tat shuai =.=....wuliao de...
hahahaha....ok post those pics hmmm....
so sian...bored tis days....
tokin to love, tokin to jul, tokin to agnes...
NTH ELSE TO DO LE zzz...
K la nites every1

Day at east coast for JiaHao de BBQ

2008-11-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

:( not so fun after all

2008-11-09T03:41:00.001-08:00

Im kinda not in the mood to tok so...
A pic speaks a thousand words...

hmmm...too long :)

2008-11-03T05:32:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHA
FINALLY CAN POST LE HAHAHA
lol...
alot to say leh dono hm...
Been tokin to ky de gan jie...
Tokin to alot ppl..
Then today early in the morning go find bao bei :)
I got her a bottle of herbal tea for her sore throat...SHE DON WAN DRINK
=.=
Then we walk on to Pasir ris park n there, we sat on the cliff n well lets jus say alot tings happened
:D hahaha its HOT n fun :D
Then in the end by "my methods" she drank about half hahaha
:D:D:D:D lol
I LOVE U :)

Omg....hu noes wat's the nex scene ? hahaha

2008-10-22T17:27:00.000-07:00

hahaha

2008-10-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

OMG hahaha...today is one of the days i don mind repeating my whole life...
Hahahaha...
Coz i went Ehub with them bowling....SUCK AT IT...
Then 5pm go meet baobei hahaha at Popular with her "sis" then THEY CAME TOO
zzz...tml's joke hahahaha...
Then got on the bus with her...She bite the gummy bear packet =.=
We played around hahaha...I tickled her...hahaha...
Then....At her hse downstair....COUGHS...hahaha
Ok la good nites n sweet dreams :) Muacks

im a dumb guy ok...

2008-10-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

Haix...
Me n my dumb mouth said someting dumb again...
Now she's ignoring me...
But i noe she's not so Xiao Qi...
The real prob is with me...Im damn tired le la...Being good guy
Almost exploding...So how ?...wat to do ?...
Freakin tired...Physically n mentally...
Sleepy...But cant get to sleep...
Today go swim...TIRED...realli feel like floating away hahaha...
To a deserted island then ownself eat, sleep, shit, entertain...N die alone :)
Hahs...
Ok la good nites bao bei...I don mean to offend u de...
Good nites n sweet dreams...

bone-breaking-tired day hahaha :)

2008-10-18T13:21:00.000-07:00

AHHHH...woohoo...finally all these temple ting is over...
YEAH !
Now i can tink of her till i drop :D coz i cant tink of her during the event...
Hahahaha...So i waited n lasted till now...
SRY FOR LATE REPLIES BABY :( Busy...
Hahs...I love her...
So we toked ALOT today hahaha...lots of stuff i nv tot i knew...
Hahaha...then very busy at temple...as u can see the time im bloggin now
Hahs...im jealous...NO IM NOT hahaha XP
lol...
Say no spaming still spam me =.=...
WOOHOO....im goin to sleep soon...SO I CAN DREAM OF HER hahaha...
She's now snoring in her bed hahaha :)
So cya :)
Good nites n sweet dreams baby :) i love u...

THX BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-17T20:45:00.000-07:00

Tis few days busy at temple...
So no blog :x
SOSOSOSO...
Lets thx CAROLINE TAY FOR TIS WONDERFUL SKIN... :)
Hahahaha
I love IT...
I love u too hahahaha :)

南拳妈妈...Nice song...

2008-10-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

南拳妈妈-下雨天

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

SIAN SIANS SIANED

2008-10-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

She's emoing SHHH...

LOL TATS EN...hahaha...
Erm...workin on someting then very busy so cant blog hahaha
Lol...hahaha we were playing water at VIVO haha
Im wearing Skinnies somemore =.=...lame
Then when after tat, SO DAMN COLD =.=...say my skinnies becoming translucent hahaha
LOL
hahs...now tokin to her everyday...Miss her alot tis few days DONO Y...
Hahaha...lol
Hahs....Now hand very tight hahaha :)
I update coz she asked me to :) hahaha nv ask i also will :x
** ** ** la don say i too mushy hahaha :)
Byes !

Simple.Tempo :) :)

2008-10-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

:(
Didnt tok to her much today...
She studying, then now I tink she too tired fell alsleep le la
Hahs...Hahaha...Secret !!! :)
Clue 1: Simple.tempo
Clue 2: Same as tis...
HAHAHAHA :) I love u dear :)
Hahahaha....So stress out huh ? ><
Hahs...K la good nites n sweet dreams my love :)
I love u...Wat do u tink ? :)
Post some pics first...hmmm

Hahaha HALLUCINATING U !!!

2008-10-04T10:49:00.001-07:00

Lol...Went Bishan library to study today...
Meet at 1130 then meet pearly they all then go bishan library...
Then when Jul come le...we study
Then en, hry n me go eat...I eat Mos burger
Then after tat there slack slack abit...
PEARLY SAID STORIES LIKE TO A 3YRS OLD...zzz
Then very hungry coz no money le...spent my savings...zzz
MY SAVINGS FOR HER BRACELET !!!...now re-save lor...then HALLUCINATE HER !!!
REALLI...i tot i saw her sia...heng is i pajiao LOL
Then go ck hse there eat western dinner....Quite late then finish la...
Then jus nice Dear has finished her lessons hahaha
ZZZ...nex time Im goin to personally send dinner to her sat nites b4 her tuition
IF NOT SHE WONT HAV TIME TO EAT ><
Damn la...hahahaha...I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Hahaha then conversation on phone with them....
TILL 12+++++ hahaha then there playin Pet Society Hahaha...
Shhhh... :) :)
I LOVE U...
Hahaha U r not my guai tai :) , My BaoBei :)
NV WAN TO LET GO :)
~~~~~Bu Yao Gao Shu Ni...hahahaha~~~~~

Haha tese were the days I missed :)

2008-10-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...We go Suntec...

DONO HU THE HACK TOOK TIS JUS PUT LOR....Yawns ZZZ

Freakin Physics @.@ hahaha
I SHLDNT B HERE SAYIN ALL TIS...
Coz she's tryin her best to study n so mus I wahahaha :)
Tml Go meet her HAHAHA WOOOHOOO lol...
Damned tired today, sleep at 2pm wake at 7pm jus in time for tuition
Then, Now very active hahaha...jus now revise le
So now use com awhile blog blog see see lor...Nth much...
WAHAHAHAHA....
I LOVE U BABY !!! hahaha
Lol i didnt know we looked so cute when we were young hahaha...

LOL ok la...I LOVE U :) GOODNITES EVERY1 :)

2008-10-01T07:16:00.000-07:00

What Gerard Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I LUB U lol....its I L-O-V-E U ! :)

2008-09-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

:(
She looks restless n sad...
Wats rong ? :( Pls tell me...
I wan to share everyting with u, N i hope u share ur troubles with me :)
Ok ?....Haix...
I realli LOVE U... n tats the truth, N im not lying...
It has always been the truth, U r the first n Still the first, Hopefully the LAST...
Haix...See her like so restless veri worried sia...
Exams ?...or isit me ? :s

Haix today go White Sand coz they goin...
Then Pearly angry but in the end ok...
Then we at comics connection all there shop n i found a present for some1 special...
She noes who she is, the lucky lady :| I hope she will like it...
N we all plan to get a metallic sticker for our phone...
Someting like Benko last time...

Aiyo...Very worried leh....DUMB ME DUMB DUMB...
I wish I knew more bout her...
I find myself clueless...Althou I noe her, but not enough...I WAN TO NOE MORE
HAPPY OR SAD...I wan it :x...I WAN U....I HAVE U...I NV WAN TO LOSE U...
EVER AGAIN....I LOVE U...
Good nites n sweet dreams my love ( hopefully it wont b me hahaha ) Sleep tight for tml :)
Im greedy hahaha, I WILL NV GET TIRED OF THE WORDS :) ** ** **

i wan hear...

2008-09-27T10:29:00.000-07:00

HAHS...the ** ** ** words i wan hear...

PHEW...

2008-09-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

Erm...26/10/08 Is 1 date i wan to rmb...
5/02 is also a date i wan to nv forget...
1050....I hope time stopped....LOL
Then VERY high then heart pain( REAL PAIN)
Lol...I realli don wan it to happen again....I wan ur love coz u accept me
I wan to love u more...
Hahs....WAHAHAHAHAHA...damn high...
Lol....I WAN U !....AHHH...
I jus wan 1 word exactly hahahaha...
Then today Go orchard then go vivo study, got ck, pearly, hry...
Then study Geo n i do my art...
SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE...
Then shoppin buy 1 shirt ( pink LOL ) they say look like gay =.=
THEN FORGET TAKE MY OLD SHIRT SOMEMORE
$50 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahs suan le...
Then now come home lor...ltr then post pics wahahaha

wahahaha ?

2008-09-21T07:13:00.001-07:00

Hahs today went pasir ris park at 11am then till 7pm then come back
There ride bike, fishin, slack
Then uncle, cousins n mom came at 1pm
Then ride ride see see lor
Hahs then on beach dono do wat....random bla bla
Then found 1 very familiar pic (last 1) dono la hahahahahaha
Then go bedok there eat
Which is somewhr near Anglican High(A.H)
like last time mid autumn festival like tat la...tis time eat grill de ting
HAHAS im ok...

LOL don ask if im ok :) im perfectly fine...!

2008-09-20T13:25:00.000-07:00

WELL IM FINE :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Perfectly Fine...
Im more worried bout u...
Cry it out ok :)
Hahahahahahaha...Well wat can i say, im a jerk, an idiot
Coz its all my fault...everyting...
Hahahahahaha...im useless x.x XD hahs
Wooohoooo...hahahaha...talked to huiting, then jul today hahaha...
Then go suntec study THEN SAW ALOT COSPLAYER...
lol...i wan buy shino de jacket sia :(
hahahaha $18 dollars x.x hahs...
haha so tats all folks...Good nite n sweet dreams...

WTH

2008-09-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

WTH...is goin on...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
My head is damn pain tis few days n i cant get to sleep...
I knew tis would happen...
Yet i could onli look from afar...Suan le...
Useless...
Cheer up OK :( wth m i saying
ITS HARD !!!
Ok jus takecare la...Hah...Wth shld i do ?...
Somemore its JUS INCHES FROM EXAMS MY HEAD EXPLODING...
Hahs....HAHA...

..

2008-09-16T06:52:00.001-07:00

IM FINE OK....SEE
HAH
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA

.

2008-09-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at home sleep
Today...boring...tok to en n ck at bridge
CANT B BOTHERED...
I tink i wan change my url le
ok...
HAHA

Hais

2008-09-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

Pearly in beanie lol...

Today at VIVO XD
hahahaha...
Yesterday nite go mid autum festival hahaha took pics :)
There made alot friends at Anglican high...
Haha got 1 girl same reply as juliana...LOL...TOK TO U I VOMIT BLOOD XDXD
lol...super fun...Then at nite we go eat...i nv eat...
i go back then eat with en...
Haha...Damn funny hah
Go vivo at 1215 with lao pa, pearly then yh came...
Then shop here n there eat long john then yh wan buy beanie go TOPMAN buy...
Then on bus pearly wear n i took video
Then around 4pm at MAC STUDY !!! then Kyrene go make every1 "kyrene love u" heart...
zzz...i throw away coz pearly keep saying KYRENE LOVE U..zzz
Then abit pek chek le
THEN TAT GUY GO MAKE ME SOMEMORE
QUARREL WITH ME WAT TIME GO EAT KNN...PPL ANGRY LE STILL WAN QUARREL
DONO HOW SEE DE SIA SOMEMORE WAT TIME EAT
I flare up then storm out mac at outside there cool down...
Then after pearly ate with her mom, we seperated go home
zzz...Then sms her...she jus finish tuition then on way home...tok to her...
When she reach on msn tok to ky...zzz...suan le...
Say not jealous is still lying...DON CARE LA...zzz
Jus let nature take course...
Now tokin to Juliana...She say the max wat 22yrs old...WEIRD...
Oh cham....she meeting him monday leh
zzz...SHIT
Hais...she insist wan go leh...nvm la TAKE CARE HOR...
He bully u CALL IMMEDIATELY...
hah...K la good nite n sweet dreams :)

lol nth

2008-09-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

HAHA ?

Tell me...I jus wan a asn...

2008-09-10T08:44:00.000-07:00

Hais...Tell me truly, Do I stand a chance ?
I feel like im nothing to u...
Tell me isit true ?...
Hais...Do I even stand a chance ?, I tink me waiting is useless...
I tink KY is still the one u tink about...
Tell me realli...If its true, I giv up...I don wan to b the 1 again...
I don wan to tear up ur relationship ever again...
Althou it hurts me to say tis but If i asked, would u agree ?...If not It would realli b like me inbetween of ur relationships again...
Mayb im jealous but i get tis feeling...I don tink its normal...
I cant stop tinkin bout u, but if u r tinkin of him, Go ahead ba...I have been a 千古罪人
Im not afraid of being it but i don wan to drag u down...
Pls tell me...Pls...
I feel Im in between of u n him...M i ?...
Sry........
But no matter the decision, i love u...

Peekchar is not a word, Pictures then is :) tats wat i learn...Wait its Julish word...hahaha

2008-09-09T09:06:00.000-07:00

Haha abit techno de bedroom type...
hmmm....looks nice :)

Haha Stylo kitchen...

Tis I realli realli LIKE :)

Tis is the studyroom kind de...Not bad...

Haha lots of books i noe...but looks quite cozy haha

Hmmm....Been to ikea today as u all can see :) i pickin style for my room...
All looks nice but i made up my mind :D
N im goin to design my wall in my bedroom on my house-warming (Date will b given ltr)
Haha then got invite En, Ck, Yh, Ky, Hry n pearly they all go...
Hais "the rest" cant go or don wan go...
Hahs...Angered her yesterday, SO DAMN SCARED SHE'S REALLI ANGRY...
Im glad i fallen in love with such a lady, she's oo kind :)
But she's goin to met some guy she met from friendster....I actually wan follow her go...
Then tink tink scared she don wan so nv lor...Hope she will b safe :(
hais...If tat guy bulli her I GO BASH HIM ARH....zzz
B careful, hais...now got $$ le time to pay off all my debt n get her a Prepaid...
Feel so useless cant get her 1 last wk...hais...
She said, its not tat i don wan to but i cant...help it...
haha for u guys lookin here, Hi...
Hi, thanks for chattin with me :) haha realli great help...
U noe hu la...=.=
=____________________________________________________=
long face...
I hope she can live everyday happily...
But no matter how im still very worried, she might get hurt...
But i noe she's strong...Hmmm....
But to say im not worried she might accept him...is....
Now i can onli place hope...I LOVE U, unless he does more, I wont giv up...
NV !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha ok la Goodnite n Sweet dreams :) Bye~~

Hahahahhaa...

2008-09-06T10:35:00.000-07:00

龙卷风

爱像一阵风吹完它就走这样的节奏
谁都无可奈何没有你已后我灵魂失控
黑云在降落我被它拖着走
静静悄悄默默离开陷入了危险边缘
baby~我的世界已狂风暴雨
wu~情来的太快就像龙卷风
离不开暴风圈来不及逃
我不能再想我不能再想
我不我不我不能
爱情走的太快就像龙卷风
不能承受我已无处可躲我不要再想
我不要再想我不我不我不要再想你
静静悄悄默默离开陷入了危险边缘
baby~我的世界已狂风暴雨
不知不觉你已经离开我
不知不觉我跟了这节奏
后知后觉又过了一个秋
后知后觉我该好好生活

Ok i noe tis is weird but i didnt edit tis ! edit by Juliana de...I NOE TIS IS SCARY N DISGUISTING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ME ALSO =.= Still got heart somemoreI noe tis is normal :) :D:D

IF SOME1 U LOVES READS THIS (TEARS)

CAUSE YOU OPENED THIS YOU NOW HAVE INCREDIBLY GOOD LUCK THIS MONTH!!! YOU WILL GET A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND OR IF YOU HAVE ONE YOU WILL GET KISSED AND BE TOLD THAT THEY LOVE YOU!!! YOU HAVE TO READ THIS WHOLE THING AND DONT SKIP ANYTHING OR YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST LUCK!! GOOD LUCK!

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye

- Kyle

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Kyle

Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called to let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise to make it up to you everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

**~~NOW MAKE A WISH ABOUT SOMEONE YOU LOVE~~**

Hahs....I LOVE U :) I noe u noe...
But I cant help to say it...I REALLI LOVE U...
I hav confidence n waiting for u is nv a torture...Coz i love u...
I will wait for u, for the rite time n i wan to realli b with u till the day i die...
I wont say forever coz forver hurts...N i can nv bare to hurt u anymore...U hav been hurt...
So much tat it pains me seeing u like tis...
I was lucky i met u, U r the first of few to realli light up my world...
So i don wan to lose u, But if u let go, I will respect ur decision
I realli cant care bout how ppl tink anymore...

想太多
你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

No matter how much i love u, u make a wall infront of it...i cant do anyting...

2008-09-03T11:56:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHA...Hry change name :D

(2:42 AM) Juliana:	maybe more of harry
(2:42 AM) Juliana:	can tell him change his name to jie en

HAHA LOL CHANGE CHANGE :)


(2:44 AM) GG:	Sent an ink message:
(2:44 AM) GG:	wahahaha

Lol...damn funny when it comes to names :)
Juliana is the baby lover n she gives names to ppl like HRY XD
I cant believe girls realli do tink alike...but isit true ? Onli she will noe :)
SOMEMORE CALL ME JIE JIE zzz :

(2:51 AM) Juliana:	go sleep jiejie!
(2:51 AM) Juliana:	-.-
(2:51 AM) GG:	=.=
(2:51 AM) GG:	kor kor hor
(2:51 AM) Juliana:	jiejie
(2:51 AM) Juliana:	byebye!
(2:51 AM) GG:	zzz k la k la
(2:51 AM) GG:	go la

HAHA not funny =.=
hais...looks like its another double check to me loving u XD
I LOVE U :)
hahaha....hais....lately im hacked...
Now much btr got double cfm le...hahs...
Thanks TEACHER JULIANA...=.= lol...
Not funny eh ?...No not very funny...heng not much ppl come n look :D
I REALLI REALII REALLI LOVES U...
wait for u is my test...
Hahs...n if u r goin to avoid me, tell me, i will avoid u
haha today go malaysia but couldnt buy much...
Got 1 shorts for RM80++ in SG shld b $40++ ba...around tat la...
But hais after buy le then saw another nicer de cant buy le T.T...Mine is plain
Then she nv go...abit disappointed...
Eat Jap food for lunch n dinner come back SG then eat Ba Kut Teh...
So im goin to sleep now :)
Good nite n sweet dreams my love :)
I love u :)

days since i blogged..

2008-09-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

Haha i noe my "Black Star" drawin not so good :) But i tried :)

Haha Goodbye video :)

Hello Pinky From DJ Max 2 :)

Haha days since i blogged...
Friday gone fishin with yh n family then whole nite onli caught 1 crab...
Then Sunday nite go T3 with yh n his father :) at there eat PopEye...n drink soya...
Then today go TM with pearly, yh n laopa...Watch 12 lotus...
12 LOTUS IS DAMN NICE N TOUCHIN....all sg de movie r moving LOL
The young girl in the movie very cute look like 10 or 11 yrs old But actually 15 !
WTF LOL....some parts funny, some parts touchin...
Haiz...These few days mad le ba...
Keep on tinkin of her...Then send her dumb waste sms...
Haiz...
I love U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....haha
=.= Juliana call me her JIEMEI SOMEMORE !...zzz kor kor btr lor...
Then wan help Yh, bcome worst n worst...
Haiz...Too complicated i don wan to care le la...let them b...
I jus keep tinkin of my love can le :)
WAHAHAHAHAHA...then wed mayb goin malaysia...
Hahs...

pic first, words ltr :)

2008-08-30T22:58:00.001-07:00

When it comes to missing...im lost...

2008-08-29T07:36:00.001-07:00

Wahahaha....lol...

Today go out with MP n Pearly zzz...
Shijie so late come then ps me =.=
LOL XDXDXD...Haiz...I still misses u T.T
I love u so but it seems like forever since u even looked at me...
Hah
Might as well kill me instead of watchin her suffer...
Me at bugis...

pics n somemore pics...

2008-08-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

Haha Plenty more pics to come on :)
Lol...I love u if u noe hu u r...
Our talks get shorter, Quieter, Mayb its coz of ky...
I dono i realli dono then yh n yq stead then ky not happy AGAIN...
Wa...poor ting sia ky, we today got discussion to side hu
Then final decision side En...lol he neutral ma...
Haiz...Poor him...N yh also stupid de la...
Building love tower with base, then build halfway fall le...All very short de....
Not even 1 lasted...Ex, say he not good...ppl hu like him say he good...
Dono la...damn stupid n childish la...
Hack care...Jus continue my studies n wait for her :)
I LOVE U :):):):):):)
hahaha USAVICH is damn funny XD
lol lame la...but still very funny...HHHHHmmm...Now so late le Goin sleep le :)
Hah...I realli misses u alot...Im getting love sickness...
T.T...like u care...
Hah...lets jus all wait n see ba...
Still got alot more pics tml then post ba... :)
Nite nite every1...
Good nite n sweet dreams my love :)

Don put others blame on u...

2008-08-26T08:26:00.000-07:00

DON BLAME URSELF PLS...
No 1 is perfect so don hate urself...
Jus let time pass n erase tat hate...Nomatter how long, I will love u...
Pls i cant bear to see u suffer, When u say not to apologize, It hurts even more...
If tis is unbearable, Take me along to suffering...
I cant care much...cant do much...
Haiz...Its nv ur fault, Don take it...
Im realli very depressed, pls don feel so....
It depresses me even more...
I LOVE U, TIS IS A FACT I CANT HELP OR HIDE....

Akon-Sorry, Blame it on me

As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you (3x)
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

(Instrumentals)

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

Haha Im feeling btr :D coz of u...

2008-08-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

HAHA...Bt n Zhun Fan-ing with chair de back...

Tis is my cute little class :) n EN...

Haha lots of videos :)
I LOVE U, Im an idiot...
LOL...realli realli dumb...n realli realli crazy bout u...
Wa ky de response make me feel damn guilty lor...But realli is my fault ma...
Sorry, Blame it on me...
Haiz...Still not cooled down yet, But its getting btr :) tokin to her cools me down...lol
I tink of u so much tat u bcame a very busy young lady...lol...
SO jus finish ur homework now n get to sleep :)
:) :) :) :)
Don too late hor...
N jus let loose tis few days...Let emotions flow for once...
Controling it too much has a negative effect ok...
So JYJY n jus don tink so much...bout it, Jus try n carry on with ur daily life :)
I REALLI REALLI LOVE U...
Shhhh...haha
Mus also eat well n sleep well... :)
Haiz...got a bad feeling tis few days tat someting is goin to happen...
But wat ?...
Dono leh...Jus feel like tat...Like as if someting bad will happen...
Well one step at a time :)
Ok...Good nite sweet dreams :) I love u n don worri tonite u will b a very busy lady...
Coz i'll b dreamin of u :) ...lol :D

im cant hold it anymore...CAROLINE TAY SIU LING, I love u

2008-08-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i blogged...
Quite fucked up tese few days...Alot of tings in my mind...
I realli worry bout it...
I may nv hav her...Im damn afraid too lose her...
I dono wat to do...
N everyting was like WTF M I DOIN...
I realli cant b bothered with any other ting now...
She all i tink of...
There is afew times in my life when i realli consider die-ing a good option...
But...It doesnt really solves the question, does it...
I realli jus wan to b alone tis few days...Let me cool down...
Sry...But i realli love u n all these aint bout u...So u can jus don look on...
Baby, Sry bout not greeting u good morningS n good niteS :(
Im asleep...Sry...
So here's ur Good nite N Sweet Dreams :) I love u...
I realli wan to jus die n i wont b able to miss u like mad....But i cant do it...
At times im amazed by how much u can make me tink of u...
Ever seen me in a realli bad mood ? o.O
I guess not coz no1's done it b4...
Well the last person tat mad e me tat angry was my mom n i cant rmb any1else doin it...
So lets hope i have a sweet dream tonite n a good mood day tml...
I realli hope dreams r bout u :)
I LOVE U...

Other than cute kids today at cip, There's not realli much Good tings for me to say...

*No matter how strong my mask is, It will break someday, Jus sooner or Later, So jus let me take time...Thanks*

Seriously im very thru with all ur quarrels, U hav ur troubles, So do I...
I don wan to noe anyting jus damn it if u wan to frustrate ur anger, Go somewhr else...
Im done with ur stupid attitude...

Sry for the tings i've done...

2008-08-20T08:42:00.000-07:00

Haiz...Another day missing her... :(
I feel tat she mus hav her time quietly so i didnt sms her much...
Im annoying...I noe...
So today was boring, Kinda sad...
I realli dono wat to do...Wat I CAN do...
U said u hated me using other words to say someting i mean...Im realli Sry...
U hated it when i don get to the point...Im also Sry...
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Wat is there for me to do...
If u wan to lock up urself Don throw the keys away...
If u wan to lock up urself, Don hunger Urself...
The rest is all up to ur decision...
I wan u to take ur time...
No matter wat the decision is...Yes or No...
I will wait...For ur asn...
Im a useless, paranoid, idiot, annoying guy infront of u...I don noe y...

苏永康-拥抱
如果感动来不及证明
今天为爱颤抖的意义
也许所剩的坚定
能够看懂真心

如果幸福来得及证明
那些想要给你的安定
就让我变成你的唯一
哭或笑都有我陪你

我会记得你的好和你的笑
陪我度过每一分一秒
还会记得你的拥抱
承诺的事我做得到

我会记得你的好和你的笑
和你说过要一起变老
永远在我的怀抱
再苦再累都有我依靠

如果感动来不及证明
今天为爱颤抖的意义
也许所剩的坚定
能够看懂真心

如果幸福来得及证明
那些想要给你的安定
就让我变成你的唯一
哭或笑都有我陪你

我会记得你的好和你的笑
陪我度过每一分一秒
还会记得你的拥抱
承诺的事我做得到

我会记得你的好和你的笑
和你说过要一起变老
永远在我的怀抱
再苦再累都有我依靠

我会记得你的好和你的笑
陪我度过每一分一秒
还会记得你的拥抱
承诺的事我做得到

我会记得你的好和你的笑
和你说过要一起变老
永远在我的怀抱
再苦再累都有我依靠

古巨基-我还是你的
你生日的第一秒钟
用短讯祝福你快乐
把手机和胸口靠著等你回头说什黱
等到天沉默的亮了
相爱太久感觉也变朦胧
你离开找甚黱让自己再感动

我的呵护还是你的坚持抱紧你的软弱
让你像个孩子娇纵闹情绪发脾气然后泪流
我的温暖还是你的回来像你没有走过
别怕伸手我不紧握深爱是伤裂了还能温柔

不能问你心情起落
匿名看你每篇博客
不想让爱给你负荷连关怀也远远的
我甘心眼睛却红了
可能失去也不能阻止我
把生命的重心摆在为你守侯

我的呵护还是你的坚持抱紧你的软弱
让你像个孩子娇纵闹情绪发脾气然后泪流
我的温暖还是你的回来像你没有走过
别怕伸手我不紧握深爱是伤裂了还能温柔

我的呵护还是你的坚持抱紧你的软弱
让你像个孩子娇纵闹情绪发脾气然后泪流
我的温暖还是你的回来像你没有走过
别怕伸手我不紧握深爱是伤裂了还能温柔

I dono wat to do...

2008-08-18T07:00:00.000-07:00

Im waiting for u here...
All i wan is not jus for u to accept me..
But i wan u to b happy...If u r, No matter wats ur decision I will support it...
Jus don go hungry...I noe u don hav to listen to me...
Coz im jus a fren to u But even for ur own sake...Jus eat abit...
Im not jus waiting for u, U r hurting urself n it hurts me inside...
I noe i don hav to but coz i LOVE U...
He let u go coz he's not ready...
I wan to love u...
Is tat alone a valid reason ?
U crying Cuts me down inside...Coz i cant even provide u a tissue...
U having Gastric pain, Kills me...Coz i cant get u to eat...
U cant sleep, keeps me awake...Coz i cant get u to rest...
PLS DON DO TIS...
I noe u r vexed but i realli cant help it...
I like old hag like tat...annoying...
Cant take it le la...
I cant tell u wat to do...u do wat u wan...
Its not tat i don care, Me caring is annoying...Fan ren

Jus a idiots survey :)

2008-08-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

Love Survey: Answer Truthfully.
[01] Are you currently in a relationship?
♥ No...
[02] Have you ever been given a rose?
♥ No...
[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
♥ Not much...
[04] There's no number 4 question.
♥ Like i bloody hell care ?
[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul mate ?
♥ Ya...
[06] What's your current problem?
♥ Missing her...
[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
♥ Some1 broke it...
[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
♥ Its jus a heartbeat away :)
[09] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend ?
♥ Yes...
[10] The person you're with right now, do you want to spend your life with?
♥ She may not wan it...
[11] How many kids do you want to
have?
♥ I don noe...
[12] What is/are & your favorite
colors?
♥ Silver, Cobalt-blue n Sky-blue
[13] Who are your celebrity crush?
♥ No...
[14] Do you believe that you truly only love once?
♥ I did...
[15] Imagine you're 79 & your
husband/wife just died, would you get
re-married?
♥ I might consider dieing...
[16] At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
♥ very long le since i like her secretly
[17] What song do u want to be played
at your wedding?
♥ A song tat represents our love :)

HAHA :) :) :)

1- Your ex is crossing the street, what do you do?
; Say Hi n jus walk off ?
2- The first thing in your mind when you know your bestfriend is pregnant?
; Ohh...i wan b the god-father can ? :)
3- When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
; Forgot...
4- What is the last thing you spent money on?
; Coke light...
5- What would you do if your last ex called and wanted you back?
; She still the onli girl i love...
6- What's your name?
; GG
7- What are you craving right now?
; Her !!!...
8- What was the last thing you cried about?
; *Some Missing Text*
9- When you buy something and your change is 2cents,what do you do?
; Charity ? or go throw ba...
10- Have you ever blocked someone?
; Duh...
11- Do you wear a nametag at work?
; Yes...
12- Are you happy?
; NO...
13- Have your brothers or sisters ever told you were adopted?
; They in hell, wan meet them ?
14- What was the last movie you watched in the theatre?
; Money not enough 2
15- What is in your pocket?
; Phone...
16- Which part of your body is hurting?
; Heart...
17- What's something fun you did today?
; Play majong...
18- When is your birthday?
; 5 Aug...
19- What kind of milk do you drink?
; Drinkable-Milk can le...
20- What are you going to do after this?
; I dono...
21- Do you like pickles?
; Not realli...
22- Is someone in love with you?
; No...Im too ugly...
23- Favorite popcorn flavor?
; Edible can le...
24- Do you like the color green?
; Not bad...
25- Last restaurant you went to?
; mac...
26- How many hours did you sleep last night?
; 7hr
27- Do you swear at your parents?
; No...
28- Are you into anyone right now?
; Both into n onto her !!!!!
29- Did you kiss anyone this past summer?
; Er...Secret :)
30- Who was the last person (besides you) in your room?
; En n his CHABOR...
31- Do you read books?
; Book i like i read...
32- Do you like your parents?
; Sometimes ba...
33- Who thinks you hate them but you actually don't?
; I dono...

Tis is stupid I noe :)

Hmmm....don read tis if u tink i love u :)

2008-08-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...Which is more Handsome :) LOL...
Ok i noe the asn de la ask for fun :D
THS ASN IS YH LOR...I so dam n ugly lol...haha
His pic taken at east coast on sat we go east coast play then go GL play
Mine is taken Sat nite :) ...got my specs fixed le ma so try...
NERD LOOK HAHA...
N baby, U don care, I CARE :)
I will check on u everyday to see if u got eat ma :)
Sry but I realli cant bear see u having gastric while i was over the phone doin nth
But telling u wat to do...TIS FEELING SUCKS...
It hurts ok...don do it, not for my sake atleast for ur own :(
I LOVE U...Since the day i confessed to u, I been in love with u
But coz I neglected ur feelings, I lost U, I noe Ky is 10, no mayb a 100 times Btr than me...
While he is in ur heart, U r in mine...
I know He cant be replaced by me but U hav a place in me too...
Take ur time coz i Love U...
I REALLI REALLI DO...Today has been as far 1 of the worst days in my life...
I realli Misses U ALOT !!!....Mayb its bcoz my mind is all U...
BUT I REALLI LOVE N MISS U...
I wan to b there for U n not over the phone sms-ing or calling...
I wan to b BY U when u r in pain, Suffering...
HAIZ...atleast le t me do tat...Pls...

In the end i still love u leh...dono y...

2008-08-16T09:13:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH...say i not jealous is bluffing de lor...
zzz...help her ask ky bout "the ting"
Then end up i got caught between them again !
Last time like tat now also like tat...
Haiz...I realli like she said...A IDIOT...Aiya wat can i do...
Ask le then the asn is No...Then she like very sad like tat...Wa...I THE 1 HU LOVES U
N U CALL ME ASK TIS.... =.= ...Suan le...
T.T....see her sad i also very sad...WAAAAAAAAAAA
N she say my pic i drew VERY UGLY...
Wa...i tink i too good le...
I also very vex !...Like Put 1 question I nv learn in my Exam Paper...
Then jam at the question...I can see de...
I tink...
She doesnt even like me ba...
Aiya i dono la...Ky giv up on her but she loves him...
Like Put 1 big big rock infront of my road...NO WAY OUT DE...Trapped...
See her Nth Nth...Got ting also wont tell me de...
USELESS LA... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I wont giv up coz of 1 question de la...
1 Question onli...My wait is still long n full of obstacles de
After all this...I do with no regrets Coz i realli Love U...Realli...
I noe u don like to hear it but I REALLI LOVE U
Ok...so im upset n vex...
Cant i also show my emotions ? Ppl tink tat GG is all laugh n joke...
He wont angry de then step over me...
Then When i angry say wat I very mood swing...
Humans hav emotions U tink U keep makin me I will jus forget de meh...
Being the good guy looks Harmless I noe...

Don do tis again baby :(

2008-08-15T08:44:00.000-07:00

>.<

Hmmm...Nv eat breakfast n lunch !!! Now ur stomach pain, my heart also pain :( PLS...DON HUNGER URSELF ! Mus eat healthily n live life to the fullest ok...
I misses U everyday n Nite
I love U everyday n Nite
I wish to hav U everyday n Nite
I wish tat U were happy everyday
I wan to b there for U when u r hurt n down
I wish for every little ting in my life to hav connections to U
... So much tat i forgot myself...My dinner also nv eat lol... X.x ....
But waiting for U increases the value of our love...
I don care if U still love him But I will wait for U...
I REALLI LOVE U...
ALL THESE WAIT IS FOR U...
I LOVE U...I hoped Lessons were bout U :(

Good Nites N sweet dreams :) I LOVE U...

Panda~~~ :)

2008-08-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

Baby, Don Bu Hao Yi Si :)
I did all these at my own will...
Im happy to b atleast able to do tis... :)
But...I don wan it to affect anyting...
I didnt spend money on u to get ur love...When I giv love, I wan True love back...
If not I would rather B the onli 1 giving...So don :)
I will b waiting, Its like a test to prove my love for u...
A test tat i planned to score for... :)
N 1 MORE TING...NO THANKING...
U wan to thank me, B cheerful n optimistic :)
Tats the girl i loved n will continue loving :) :) U !! :) :)
I LOVE U...I REALLI DO...
Haha...I noe u noe :)
N when u LOL, Pls LOL :) lol :)
So days went by everyday, tokin to her...during class, lunch, dinner...
If there a huge boulder in ur heart tat u cant let out...
Hav strength to break tat Boulder :), If u need strength, U can find it in Urself...
N continue a happy life ok...
Hmmm...I see U r not listening to me >.<...GO TO SLEEP PANDA...
DON TINK I DONO...ok Jus finish up wat u r doin n head to bed ok... :)
Jus don stay up too late Baby :)
I love u, Good Nites N Sweet Dreams :)

Long posts...

2008-08-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

This is taken when we go nite fishing :)

Hry n En at Marina

Still Eatin =.= no $$ eat...

Hry LaoPa Buy RBK de Bag looks so Kiddy LOL...
Return Back K ?

Haiz...I tinks she's realli avoiding me tis time...
Not replying sms...
Haiz...I dono wat to do...Im Lost...
When she told me tat waiting for her is wasting my time, I WILL NV TINK SO...
Althou i cant say Forever coz it would b a lie...
But i will wait as long as i can...
Pls Jus don Ignore me...I realli dono wat i have done rong...
If the 3 words r realli so hurting, I wont say it...No matter if i say it or not...
U shld noe tat the asn is still the same...
I will jus continue waiting from my little corner here...
Don b stressed out by tis...T.T
Don cry too much ok...If u need a arm Jus say It :) :)
Or atleast a tissue ? :)
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)
I wont say it coz u noe wat i will say :) N i realli still do... :)

思念是一种病
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生试着体会
试着忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
借口总是拉远了距离不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病
一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病
一种病

安静
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

A thousand miles
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

I hope...

2008-08-10T04:08:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH...Cant spot her at ndp...
T.T
She say she saw herself 3times n i cant even see once...
Still nv watch her live, GO FISHING...
STUPID LA...
Then fish till morning....with my uncle...
Took some pic ltr got time then post ba...Haiz...
Stupid, Insensitive, Dumb, Idiot, Lazy, Cock-eye...Still got alot forgot le...
Im SO DAMN KILLED...!!!!!!
Hmmm....seems like my posts r getting shorter n shorter rite ?...I noe...
But i LOVE U...
, I cant say i tink of u every min coz it sounds like a lie...
, But i tot of u everyday, b4 breakfast, lunch, dinner, b4 u sleep...
Im in love n im waiting for u to tell me I realli do love u
Till then, don worri im still her...

National day show...

2008-08-08T18:06:00.000-07:00

Haha...Today is baby de show time :D...
Other than the fireworks i will look out for her XD
I LOVE U !!!... :) :) :) :)
JY !! :) lol she says she's not ready to meet me...haiz...
When she said she has alot of guys waiting for, cant say im not jealous...
Then she keeps saying SRY >.< ....
She so tired all for today, JY Baby, Don stress urself out...
N let us see a super nice performance :) :)
I LOVE U :)

scappy coco LOL

2008-08-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY BABY SO IM GOIN TO WAIT...
Even if it takes yrs, i will wait... :)
I realli realli love u, I ask myself Y but the asn is always clear...
I could see it since along time, But im lied to blind me from the asn...
Rest now, I will b rite here for u :) :)
I LOVE U !!!...
U can rest but pls pls don giv up...
Thanks baby, for letting me be by ur side...
Like a guardian angel :) :) :)
All i wan to do now is hug u T.T...
I realli misses u...Lets hope all the works out step by step...
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)
BLEH :)
atleast 3times per day, My morning sms, Lunch/dinner sms n the goodnite sms LOL
Good nite Baby...Sweet dreams :) I love u...

I said it was the last but again...

2008-08-05T08:41:00.000-07:00

I realli realli love u baby...But...
Compared to 6 other guys, I look so unfit for u...
Im sry if i said harsh stuff...
Althou i noe there's a big chance tat i might not b the 1
But Baby Pls jus be happy of ur choice...
But if u regret it, Im always here
Coz i swore to love u...So unless u giv me up, i wont giv up...
58452012143344...I once said tis...
N i cant forget it...

They say b4 a guy goes to sleep, He will always tink of the girl he truely Loves...

If tat was true, i have a deadly illness, Loving u...

They say a guy is very bold infront of other girls,But infront of the one they Love, They r speechless n shy...

If its true, I didnt dare to even take her hands...

They say If a guy talks or sms u everyday, they r in love with u...

I talk to u everyday, but can u realli feel my love ?...

They say guys will go crazy over a question tat the girl they like ask...

Well, like she said, there's no point worring...

At the end of all these tings we been thru...I can realli say I love u, the word tat hurt u once b4 is now the word im using to get u back, but its all in ur decision...From her point of view i mus hav been the worst type ever..."hu call u break with ky at first ?", i will asn tis question, Me...
Tis may all seem like a big fat lie but i realli love u...i cant control it...

She's my everyting, anyting, watever n even Nth

2008-08-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

Haiz...Bought her necklace n mine lol...IT LOOKS UNISEX...
So i bought 2...then i was like keep lookin at it the whole afternoon...
They go kajiao me go take...
I realli miss her ma....haiz...Lol...
Today at taka celebrate...LOL...En go jump over every blocking tingy, stand...LOL...
Bo liao ma...then eat KFC...After watching Qian Bu gou Yong 2...
Damn Touching...MUS WATCH...
Watch le i also cant tahan lui lei le...
Keep tinkin bout wat will become of me in future, will i abandon my mum ?
Will my children Abandon me as well ?...
N will She like the necklace ?...I realli LOVE HER...
Realli wat can i do, i cant help it, everytings bout her, even nth...
I also cant help it tats she's my every tot n my every post...LOL... :) :) :)
Sry those other guys...U all get goosebump le rite XD
lol K la good nite guys...

Lol... :D

2008-08-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

LOL tis is for her :) Now left the ring :)

Our little video on the way to Taka :)

hmmm...sounds familar

2008-08-03T19:15:00.000-07:00

原来
街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
原来
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
原来
看来今晚的我很难入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
原来
Hmmmm...do i noe tis song ?...XD
Yes i do...n favourites... :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Copy from baby de :) :) :) :O :S
I LOVE U BABY :) :)

lol haha

2008-08-03T09:40:00.001-07:00

Aiyo don hit me le la T-T...lol
Would u let me nv let u go ?... :)

I need strength to carry on...

2008-08-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

Haiz..today feel so lifeless...Tired...
Everyting seems b hav no purpose to me...
Everyting but her...she's the 1 i would talk to...
Other than tat i jus wan to lay in bed for the rest of my life...
Haiz...
Im Tired of mani tings, life, money, family, frens...
If onli i could go back in time or atleast stop time for the moment...
If time stopped...I realli realli realli realli wan to jus b with her...
Laying on the beach...
N time stood still, She's realli my everyting, Even her nth means someting to me...
I realli hope tat she will accept someday soon...
Im afraid i can last waiting...haiz....i m not sure...Pls giv me the strength to carry on...
For i love u...I LOVE U I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!...
Sleep tight tight, sweet dreams baby :)

I love u baby, 我不配, 我爱你

2008-08-03T00:32:00.000-07:00

Seriously waiting is realli difficult...
Now i understand how she felt waiting for him...
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Tis song realli is our story but i will be waiting for u...
A new chapter in my book, I love u baby...
我不配 but i Love u, 我爱你

Di yi ci

2008-08-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

Idiotically i did it again...
I saw her past posts n i jus ...
Ok i noe its stupid but i cant help it...Then jus now nui er ask her hu she love...
I don wan to noe i direct exit the chat...Haiz...she like Bu Fang Bian
To say it out so i left...I wonder wats the asn...
ADIDAC ermmmm....
Haiz tat Princess looks like she avoiding me or someting...
I feel it...Haiz...realli see le heart break...
See her so tired but i noe she can tahan de I BELIEVE IN HER...
So when she's not feeling good i wan to b there for her...Haiz tats all i can do...
By now i hope she's in bed goin to dreamland alrdy...
Sweet dreams baby...I LOVE U...
Hmmm...found some pics on the net...
If u ask me, I would realli wan to nv let go of u...
See u seen me laugh...

光良---第一次
当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
Ok bye bye la good nites

secrets...

2008-08-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

我最怕的是失去你, 应为你是我的心...
I felt tat i neglected her...Althou she says to leave her alone...
Tat she doesnt need help...
Tat she doesnt need my rescue...
But i cant do it...i cant stop tinkin bout her, worrying...
I noe she can b independent but i jus cant let go...Im sry...
I noe love is a two-sided ting but...
Becoz to me, u willing to talk to me is alrdy very good to me...Its Ok...
Jus let me love u now...Princess, U had always been with me...Always have...
Been there for me when im down...even after i told lies to u, even myself...
Im sry i said those words, coz its my regret of say it...
I feel so bad...Havin to see u tired, lonely, moody...
Im very afraid tat i don noe u like u said...
But...

Baby...if u ever sees tis, Jus noe tat i LOVE u so much i would die now...U r my life...
Thank you for allowing me to wait....
When u r out, Pls let me b the first to noe...

A song a day keeps emoing away...

2008-07-31T07:44:00.000-07:00

HAHA...lol Im tat idiot hu cant stop loving the princess... :)
N I CANT LEAVE HER ALONE...>.<
Poor baby still got so mani activity, go run, ndp...
Haiz...JY baby HANG ON...T.T...i feel so idiot saying tis...
Poor baby bcoz of my debts Her prepaid hav to wait...haiz wat kind of guy m i ?...
SRY BABY...T.T...T.T...T.T...She's like an angel to me...
She the biggest secret i will keep...Shh...LOL... :)

私奔到月球-五月天
竟是你是你心狠
又手辣的小偷
我的心我的呼吸
和名字都偷走
你才是绑架我的凶手
机车后座的我
吹着风逃离了平庸
这星球天天有
五十亿人在错过
多幸运有你一起
看星星在争宠
这一刻不再问为什么
不再去猜测人和人
心和心有什么不同
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
当你说太聪明
往往还是会寂寞
我笑着倾听孤单
终结后的寂寞
看月亮象夜空的瞳孔
静静凝视你我
和我们扰攘的星球
靠近你怎么突然
两个人都词穷
让心跳象是野火
燎原般的汹涌
这一刻让命运也沉默
让脚尖划过天和天
地和地缘分的宇宙
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动
一二三牵着手
四五六抬起头
七八九我们私奔到月球
让双脚去腾空
让我们去感受
那无忧的真空
那月色纯真的感动

我会爱你...偷走了我的心我的呼吸和名字...X.X :) :) :)

I love u so much...

2008-07-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

HAHA...lol u r truely complex baby :)...
Therefore u make loving u much deeper...U r like a endless Hole...
To the depths of ur heart :)
ahhhhh..lol... :)
I don care wat they say, Im in love with u...They try to pull me away but they dono the truth...
~I LOVE U... :)~

Bleeding Love By Leona Lewis
- music -
closed off from love
i didn't need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you're frozen

but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melts into the ground
found something true
and everyone's looking round
thinking i'm going crazy
but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open

trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt
yet i know that the goal
is to keep me from falling

but nothing's greater
than the rush that comes
with your embrace
and in this world of loneliness
i see your face
yet everyone around me
thinks that i'm going crazy,
maybe, maybe
but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open
and it's draining all of me
oh they find it hard to believe
i'll be wearing these scars
for everyone to see
i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding-
keep, keep bleeding love

you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love

It's too true...I might bleed to death without u... :)
I LOVE U BABY...sleep tight, sweet dreams...
N baby, i will nv leave u alone :)

Baby i love u...

2008-07-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

HAIZ...today baby sounds so quiet n depress haiz so worried....
She's tired...i can sense it so i jus leave her alone...If she needs me im here...haiz...
I WAN TO B BY HER SIDE NOW ENCOURAGING HER...T.T...
I realli cant do anyting...Wat is it tat will make her smile n laugh again ?...From her heart...
I would rather die than see her sad...serious...See her sad i also no mood le...
AHHHHHHH...i rather im the 1 worrying n sad than her...
She too tired le...i wan to share her burden n not become it...

Haiz...then they all also like take me for granted de le...
Need me then noe gerard...Don need, don even listen to wat i said...
Dono wat to do sia...

do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like to be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
welcome to my life
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i'm happy
but i'm not gonna be ok!
everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like
what it's like!
no you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

I jus love u, blame it on me...

2008-07-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

They say 1picture speaks a 1000 words... :)Lol Copy de :)... I realli DO !!!... REALLI... :)

Haha...lol so mani pics in 1 go...lol...hah...dono baby today happy ma ?...hope so...
So sian at chapel sms her...^x^...lol...I LOVE U :) :) Don pressure urself too much >.<
Jus cool down relax sometime...Haix i realli very useless sia...cant b with her when she's sad
When she's lonely, not even atleast lend her my arm when she cries...all i can do i comfort her from phone AHHH...i don noe wat to do sia...I wan to care for her but i cant even b there for her...I dono her worries, when she's tired i cant get her to sleep...i cant get her to eat her proper meals >.<...i cant even get her to study...haiz i feel like such a burden....I DON WAN TO B A BURDEN TO HER !!!!!!!!!!....NO !!!!!!!!...haiz im such an idiot...but i love u... :)
So sorry baby, blame it on me for loving u... :)

Akons-Sorry, Blame it on me:
As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you (3x)
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

(Instrumentals)

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

Ok done with hers so now u guys...Yoshi...haiz
Jus look, don like don see la... :)
Tis is a crap i drew in class...CRAP...Tis is ck's hse...LOL...nth do go take photo :) :) :)

Bleh :P

2008-07-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

T.T today morning phone still with YH

So cant sms good morning to Baby...haiz...
Then at sch phone still no BATT...
T.T now ltr awhile goin say my good nites to her :) :)
I LOVE HER... :)....haha wrote afew words for her :)....Alittle someting from me to her...BLEH :P...lol
I LOVE U BABY :) :) :)
Haha in class nth do write for fun :)

don worri bout it....

2008-07-27T08:49:00.000-07:00

Baby...don worri bout it.... :) ....
Take ur time...like i said...Tis will also b a test of my love for u...
N i wont fail it... :)
No matter wat... I LOVE U...coz i cant lie to u again....
U r too precious to me...Far too precious Baby... :)
They say Distance-love wont last long but its not goin to work on me again
DON EVER LET GO AGAIN N LET URSELF FALL....
COZ i will nv...its all in ur choice...Its important
So take ur time... :) i jus wan u to noe 爱可不可以简简单单
没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
Is the way i wished i would b... I LOVE U...

不能说的秘密

2008-07-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

Haiz...Watched 不能说的秘密 3 times le today....So touching...Almost teary eyes...
I noe it sounds gay n all tat but realli nice show
Bloody hell care...But baby tml exam le still tokin with me
Haiz i scared she fail leh !...but she say nvm leh....Aiyoyo
She always nv fail to make me dono wat to do de leh...HAIZ...dono happy or sad...
Also nv fail to make me worry de...
AHHH...But wat m i goin to do without worrying u n loving u ?...i dono...
After i saw tat movie...So touchin it made me realise the strength of love n test of time...
IT made me realize tat im already lucky to love some1 not to say even hav the person love u
If i could, i would do the same for u...even if it cost my life...

QUOTES...

2008-07-26T21:00:00.001-07:00

I will...
Do Everyting For U...
I will do Anyting for U...
Giv u Watever U wan...
B Everywhere For U...
Anytime with U...
Everywhere with U...

In my spacious hollow heart...
It will all b urs n urs onli...
The rightful owner of my heart...
The 1 to Open to the side of me no1 seen...
She's been there for so long...
Its time i be there for her...
She don't have to hang on anymore...
She can fall n i will Catch her
As long as U lets me catch u, I will not let go again...

牵着你的手不放开

2008-07-26T19:36:00.000-07:00

Haiz....baby de activities so mani....scared she tire herself out
Haiz....tok to her now like cold le....nth to say...but im still sure i love her...
Haiz...cant get her her prepaid....then yesterday nv giv her nite sms too
Like so damn 3 fen zhong re du....So uncaring...AHHH
Stupid me la....haiz...see her tok bout other guys i also not say angry la
But not very happy lo...but also no use la....she's still free to choose ma...
AHHHHH....i wan her happy....i wan see her smile....i wan see her being loved....
GOD IF U DONT SEND SOME1ELSE I WILL CONTINUE WAITIN...
Coz i tink its very hard n hurtful for her too....Coz its not jus about me
It mus hav been hard for her to even accept me now but wat can i do ?...
Im uselessly in love....
我也想要这样牵着
你的手不放开....爱你...

Haiz....周杰伦-简单爱(live)
词:徐若瑄曲:周杰伦

说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做

我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受

河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动

我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远
单纯没有悲哀

我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球

想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单
没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

想简简单单爱

河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动

我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯
没有悲哀

我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱可不可以
简简单单没有伤害

你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著

像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

想简简单单爱

我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯
没有悲哀

我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
我想就这样牵着
你的手不放开
爱能不能够
永远单纯没有悲哀
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡著
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

Mad ?!?

2008-07-26T11:22:00.000-07:00

Haiz...as always when i wake i will send a good morning sms to her...By nite send a Good nite sms to her...but...Today jus now phone no batt so 1am plus then reach home so cant say her good nite but i hope she would noe it :)...Ahhh...today tot can use voucher at 7eleven buy prepaid but cant so after we go lan we at 7eleven eat...buy alot tings...Haiz Miss her so...Its like its been forever since she's been gone...Haiz...When can i see her again ?...atleast tok to her ?....She tis few days also nv on9 her msn...miss her...AHHHHH....falling into a bottomless pit hole...JUUUUUU !!!....down n down till i reach ur heart :)...INSANELY mad....Ok la Nites n sweet dreams my baby... :) ...I love u n im jus goin to sleep... :) :)

I LOVE U BABY

2008-07-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

AHHHH....i wonder how is she...so long nv see or chat with her

T.T so worried...I love u baby n it gets stronger each day
Not talkin to u for 1 day can coz me 2days of misery
BABY ALL I CAN SAY IS I WILL DO MY BEST TO PLEASE U
EVERYTING TO MAKE U HAPPY...
ANYTING TO MAKE U SMILE...
SOME1 HU WILL GIV U HAPPINESS, CAN IT B ME ?...
Missing u is like addiction on ecstasy n will it will kill me inside for missing u
I wan to hug u now...T.T...Might as well kill me
Like i once said...There's 2 types of love...1 is to grab n hang on to ur love
The other is to let free for him/her for her happiness...
I did once chose the first but i cant get u out...even lying to myself wont work...
Tried lying to u...still wont work...i still cant bear to lie to u
In the end i end up gettin myself in all tis which i regretted but somehow i tink from a different angle of view, its worth the wait, U...make me do silly tings, tings i nv tot doing...made me worry like a old hag...but its all fine with me...as long as u r happy, not having u is also fine with me...Jus b happy...u r free to choose...Jus rmb i will always b here bside u waiting for u...So for now jus relax coz it takes time to heal wounds n to get out of ur little world...So...I LOVE U BABY...

Haiz today so sian...still nth do...yh afternoon come my hse then we watch a korean movie dono call wat...but very funny, then go eat koloyo rice at geylang east then at mac till 10+pm wait ck fang gong...but my mom call me b4 11pm go home so i go home first le...tml still got dota trainin LOL...for my team...lol...Yh, Ck, Ky, Me n ZiCong...Gouliang still wan direct call us frenly match LOL haven even formation how play...Cfm lose de...so rejected...tml go GL train...Then Nex Sun...go Buy necklace n RingS...for my baby :)...n by then my bdae also over le la...5th aug...lol tat day got dian ge ma...on yes9.33...1 for my frens n 1 for her.... :) ...Lol...at mac waiting CK then secretly take de photo....So shuai I noe...haiz So ugly n fat compared to him...Hair redish somemore...

MISSING U SERIOUSLY...

2008-07-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

HAIZ...so sian missing her...Dono hows she's doin...

Her prepaid no money le so cant sms with me le so worried bout her
She's the cause of my sickness for loving her too much
BABY sry cant buy u 1 so soon...nex wk....no money...SRY
I promise i will buy de...
T.T wat kind of bf will i be...A BAD 1...i cant even rmb if she wore glasses afew days ago...
ARHHHH....hope she's not angry bout it T.T
STUPID ME...more sensitive b more sensitive....
After all tis i onli got 1 word to say....i still love u n i will also do....
I realli damn miss u yesterday....haiz....could get to sleep till 3am...keep tinkin bout u...
U r like glue, ur face n heart stuck to my mind n my heart :)
U jus make me fall deeper in love with u each single day...
Realli cant stand days without u but i will continue waitin...till u accept me
Till then u Must b the onli 1 in my heart althou its spacious but its all URS...
Urs n URS ONLI...Baby...I love u :)

For u other guys lookin at my profile...Yo !...
Nice to meet u regardless of sex.... :)Photo of Yuki n ying jie

Radio posts :)

2008-07-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

First one is :
嗨，这是我第一次留言了。今天是我十五岁的生日，我想把歌点给爱的那个女生: Baby, Ling 和 En, Ck, Yh, Pearly and Ky 和每个认识我的人，希望他们可以天天发神经和开心！谢谢你们把我的留言念出，也要祝我今天生日快乐，老了一岁！AHHHH...我想要听到以下的歌曲：张震岳-思念是一种病/爱我别走, 李圣杰-擦肩而过（希望可以在十点至十点半之间播出，拜托，拜托！）

Second one is :
Hi...这是我第二次留言了, 这一次我是又来点歌了, 点给我的宝贝, Ling...希望她会知道我多爱她...越来越爱你宝贝....
歌曲:****（希望可以在十点至十点半之间播出，拜托，拜托！）
:) :) haha censor off the song name BLEH :P...lol don wan let her noe... :) Surprise :)
*YAWNNS* i go sleep le ba...so tired... :) so now save money buy Baby her necklace n ring along with the $28 prepaid :) :) MONEY MONEY !!! ....lol :) :)

Ohya new tings i found out tat most girls R ZILIAN ADDICTS :) :)
I din say cannot hor :)....lol k la k la seriously go sleep le
Bye Bye Baby... :)

WOOOHOOOO

2008-07-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

:) :) dian ge for my dear baby :) :)
At first dian Si nian shi yi zhong bing, Ai wo bei zou, Cha jian er guo...Say is for frens de...
But actually IS FOR MY BABY DE :) :)
She say X) not nice call me use :)...lol :) Then They go check my sms >.<
So i change dian 1 private ge for Her :) :) :)
Hopes she notices :) :) :) I LOVE U :) Shhh....don tell them :)
乌黑的发围盘成一个圈

缠绕所有对你的眷恋

搁着半透明的脸

嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗

屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面

灯火是你美丽那张脸

终于找到所有流浪的终点

你的微笑就输了疲倦

千万不要说天长地久

免的你觉的我不切实际

想多么简单就多么简单

是妈妈告诉我的哲理

脑袋都是你心里都是你

小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜

念的都是你全部都是你

小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心

让我大声的对你说

I'm Thinking of U, I'm Thinking of U

那回城的票根你留做纪念

不必害怕面对离别

剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前

走到那里都有你陪

相随

oh~~念的都是你全部都是你

拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉

那一种寸步不离的感觉
YEAH U MAKE ME FEEL TIS WAY :) :) :)
My love, Good nite n sweet dreams :)

Drawings for u X)

2008-07-22T06:07:00.000-07:00

Baby, My heart beats for u n onli u X)X)

Pardon the ugly drawin but Don Cry Alone Baby X)
U hav me X)
N me n my heart is all urs X)X)X)

LOL X)X)X)X)

2008-07-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

I LOVE U MORE EACH SINGLE DAY X)
so much i cant help but to tink of u X)
( I now hope to hug u into sleep...So u will b the first i see when i wake ) X)
SHHH...X)X)X)X)
Baby feel tired don mian qiang X)...go sleep...X)

Haiz play majong got little improvement nia...10 rounds 2 win...zzz
Ck n En they all own me like no KICK
zzz...then i quiet they say i someting rong zzz...lame
SO NOOB....

For her de present i goin giv a necklace with ring for her bdae present X)...
The necklace is with a star, then i hang the ring in X)
For when she accept me then she wear "IF" realli No then she can jus hang it there X)
Like decoration X) I love u baby X) hmmm...call them sooner giv me my bdae present
Then rich le muhahahaa...lol
N baby pls don say Thanks or Sry...X) i love u, don say tat X)
X)X)X)X)X)X)X)X) Bye Bye Bu now X) I LOVE U BABY X)

waiting " i'm sori, but its nt tat i dun wan to accept u, it's weather i cn or nt accept u... "

2008-07-21T07:37:00.001-07:00

X) don worri take ur time n consider bout it X)
I will b waitin, So no presure jus follow ur feelings X)
I love u n tats all...Jus follow ur feelings n u will find ur true love X)
Even its not me.....

X)X)

2008-07-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

LOL...Like mama like daughter lol...
Haiz i scare ltr she jealous or angry coz nui er play play
Go say love me (VOMITS)...
T.T...poor me they gang up beat me...
Omg her homework like still haven done yet leh...
Haiz tok to her distract her..T.T
It mus hav been shockin for her to noe she got nui er...lol
But not realli official untill She accepts me T.T
HAH...Today play majong with En, Yh, Ck play 10 round lose 9 rounds
So unlucky...Still late reply Her sms...Sry...
Then go shop shop then forgot gt giv her tis yr de Bdae present ma...
So now re-pay dept le plan buy someting for her...
Hmmm...shhh...still cant tell yet ltr she come see my blog...
Surprise...I got someting in mind le X)
OMG...she realli haven do homework tokin to us...
Hope it didnt affect her studies...coz its also my reason for waitin
Sry if u r bored...coz its all from now goin to b her, her n still her X)
Coz i love her X)

mayb the last of tis kind of posts...

2008-07-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

Noe u still cant forget Ky la...photo, talk, tots, life
Can see from every little view...He's important to u...more than me
But u cant ignore the fact, i love u...i wont bloody give up on u...
Say i not jealous is fake de lor...
But He's realli a good guy n my fren, wat can i do...
I noe i cant even b compared to him...
I noe u can coz of him don eat, like anyting also don care
But...u got to noe tat, constantly worrying bout u...
Got eat ma ?
Got angry ma ?
Got sad ma ?
Got hurt u ma ?
Can b fit to b with u ma ?
Got hurt urself ma ?
Can handle studies ma ?
Will ur mom scold u ma ?
Can get out of ur own world by urself ma ?
Got shoulder to cry on ma ?
Training very tired ma ?
Got enough sleep ma ?
Can concentrate in class ma ?
I noe tats my prob, not urs, i noe i can don care de...
But can i ?...I cant even stop tinkin bout u how stop worrying...
Sometimes it realli kills me, But there r times it heals me...
Blame it all on me for loving u...
So after tis post, there may not b 1 like tis again...NO COMPLAINING
YI XIANG QING YUAN...CANT COMPLAIN

Last time de pic...

2008-07-19T18:31:00.001-07:00

Tis is my cousin lo...X)
Tis is me X)The front 1 is En, then Left is Yh, The half-cutted is Ky
Lao pa, Yh, PearlyEven seen me laugh ?Me lor...btr rite ?...now hair so suck...zzzLaopa lookin at spider-man...lolYuki drinkin Coke...

Hah...

2008-07-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

Yoshi...today i met her...T.T at first the feelings like very tense...Then slowly melt le, at playground playin n foolin around...Then her frens came...coz i onli came to giv her the prepaid for her phone b4 her carnival start...>.<...then 1030 plus go home le... Almost cant control myself from huggin her...AHHHHHHHHH.... Atleast i get to meet her...haix she like weird weird de somehow abit siao siao...LOL... Then saw the pics on her phone...I LOVE KY !!!!!!!!...I SO DAMN ANGRY mayb jealous is a btr word....lol but then i know she has given up le then coolen down abit...VERY ZILIAN...lol alot pics de...haix too bad la i love her...so cant bear to get angry...HAHAt bedok de mrt there take de waitin for my money....LOL
FIFI....lol she wan take 1 la...so UGLY...

Quiet day...

2008-07-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

Haix the afternoon was unbearable...thru out the whole day i simply didnt say a word or any expression, i miss her, worry bout her...simply a torture...so after sch go playground...yh posing as jesus...haiz...I LOVE U...scare me somemore with the sms...LOL >O<
Sry my love, i didnt spare a tot for ur feelings...will u forgive me n accept me ?...

I used to sleep like tis in my mac de crew room...i MISS THOSE DAYS HAIZ...secretly taken by ck de lor...

sry im too stupid...

2008-07-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

Im sorry coz im too scared...all my tots gone wild...I dono wat to say
When u said listen...i was nt listening...im sorry
When u repeated...I didnt
Im too confused n worried now...
If i did anyting irrational...blame me...tell me
Im no perfect guy, i jus love u...
I dono wats rong with me now too...all tis is to confusing
I was said to used to b a great listener, i failed the test....Wats rong
I dono...sometimes waiting can coz madness in a inpatient guy
Blame it on me...Im an idiot when it comes to love
I treated u unfairly n unwell...
So now...im goin to jus relax n jus continue loving u...